Chapter 31

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TAYA

I sat on the toilet with my face in my hands

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I sat on the toilet with my face in my hands.My heart was racing and tears were falling. The 3 minutes I had to wait felt like an eternity.

I can't believe that there was a possibility that I could be pregnant. I didn't want kids. All wanted to do is finish school become a judge and travel the world.

Me and Nathan both agreed on not having kids. He was the first one that said he didn't want any so we were always careful.

I was on the pill and we always used condoms and the days he didn't he'll pull out and I would buy a plan b just incase so the fact there's even a possibility that I might be pregnant is really fucking with me.

But what other explain can it be for the way I'm feeling?

My appetite has increased. I'm always tired and throwing up I eat. Weird cravings. If not pregnant that I don't know the fuck wrong with me.

The timer went off and my heart rate picked up. My hands started shaking and I didn't know what to do.

I slowly got up going over to the sink. Taking a deep breath in and letting it out I picked up the test and couldn't believe it. I was really pregnant.

How could I be so stupid. But I'm not understanding how I'm pregnant if we were careful.

Tears fell as I continued to stare at the test. The only thing running through my mind was. What is Nate going to think

The first thought that came to my head was abortion

But could I really kill my baby regardless of how small it is?

"Taya you good?" I heard my sister ask from the other side of the door.

I quickly threw the test away making sure it was wrapped up good. Couldn't have my mom finding out because she would make me keep it and I want to make the choice on my own.

"Yeah Im good" i yelled

I got up washing my hands and cleaning my face getting rid of the tears that were falling.

I looked myself in the mirror taking deep breaths trying to calm myself down.

I knew this couldn't wait so I had to tell Nathan today so we could both come up with a decision.

I got myself together before unlocking the door. I took a deep breath opening the door. Looking around the hall I was thankful that no one was there.

I quickly walked to my room locking my door.

I grabbed my phone unlocking it and going through the call log. I clicked on Nate's name calling him.

As the phone rang my nerves were getting worse.

He finally answered and I froze. I didn't know what to say.

"Baby?" I heard him say for the 5th time

"Hey baby" I finally spoke

"What's wrong? You good?"

"Yeah but i need to talk to you. Can you please come over"

"Yeah yeah. I'm on my way"

"Okay" I said hanging up.

I threw my phone on the other side of the bed putting my head back in my hands.

How could i be so stupid? Like i took every precaution so that i wouldn't get pregnant. I'm not understanding any of this shit.

"Taya" I heard my mom yell

I wiped my eyes once again trying not  to show any signs that I've been crying because she'll start asking a million and one questions.

"Yeah?"

"Me and your sister going to the store you want to come?"

"No mom I'm good. Nate's coming over"

"Okay baby. I love you"

"I love you too"


I listened closely hearing the door close. I unlocked my door walking in the hall looking down the stairway making sure they were gone.


I walked down the stairs heading towards the kitchen so i could get something to eat. I wasn't really hungry so i was going to settle for some yogurt or some.


Reaching the last step i heard the doorbell ring. I checked the window seeing that Nate was here already.


I unlocked the door opening it and my heart started racing. I felt like it was going to jump out my heart.


"Hey baby" He said walking in kissing my forehead

"Hey" I said nervously.

"What's wrong?" He asked

"Uh come in the living room" I told him leading him

"Taya what's wrong?" He asked again

"Nate how do you feel about children?" I asked him

"Ku you know how I feel about them. We've been talked about this. We ain't having kids so don't go changing yo mind on me" He said causing tears to start building up threatening to fall

"So what if i were to get pregnant?"

"We aborting it" He shrugged like it was nothing.

"You wouldn't even give it a chance?"

"Man fucks up with all these questions G? He asked getting irritated

"I'm just tryna get some shit straight. So you were okay with having a kid with a hoe when you thought you got ol girl pregnant but if it were me you would want me to get an abortion?" I asked him trying to get this shit straight

Because I didn't think it's fair that he would make me abort but when he thought he got some other girl pregnant he was all for it. Going to appointments and shit.

I know i don't want kids but damn it can he at least act like he wouldn't mind starting a family with me.

"You really about to sit here and bring up old shit? I thought we was over this shit. Yeah i cheated. Yeah i fucked ol girl and thought that baby was mine fuck that gotta do with us now?"

"Nigga I'm fucking pregnant and you sitting here talking about me getting abortion but was ready to be play daddy to some other bitch baby. You must love her or some cause that's just foul as shit to me"

"Man you can't be pregnant. We make sure we do everything so if you pregnant then go find the nigga you fucked cause it sure as hell ain't mine" He said getting up

"You're a fucking asshole. I can't believe i took you back. You're nothing but a piece of shit" I yelled at him

"Man fuck yo hoe ass" He laughed making his way out the door.

"You know what get out. Don't call me and don't text me. Me and my baby are dead to you. I'll call you when their born so you can get a DNA test but you ain't gonna be in my baby's life"

"Man gone" He said walking out the door leaving me in the living room crying,

What was i gonna do?




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