The Cheerleaders' Life

Love

Diana's POV:

     "What the hell happpened!" Laura shouted in concern. I looked at her and hugged her.

     She's been my bestfriend since forever.. she's been with me through ups and downs, she helped me sort everything out when my life was a never ending hell.

     I remember small parts of it, the dark memory. I hate when those moments happen, you just start remebering bad things in your life just because of some people's snap judgements..

     "Sister what are we going to do ?" I said.

     "Diana I love you," my sister's voice faded.

     I started crying more and more, why cant I remember, why? Why the hell didn't my sister tell me? Whyy?..

     "Diana dont tell me you are remembering your sister again? I told you just forget about it, you don't want to go to the therapist again do you now?" Laura said. "Besides, what made you remember that,  the last time you did was when that freshman guy tried funny  stuff on  youu ..."

     " My physics partner was talking about me badly with some other blue eyed nerd.." I said.

     "Oh Diana don't let them get to you they are just a bunch of judging people just like Angela," laura said softly.

     "Thanks Laura, I should probably go now, I have to do some work back home," I said while waking away from her.

     " Wait, jump in my car now I need to go to the cafe later so I have nothing to do now," Laura said, and then I agreed and jumped in.

*****LATER AT 6 PM*****

     After laura dropped me off at my house, I showered and had lunch.. i did my homework after that and started wearing  something for Jack. The douche bag.  Well that rhymes.

     I wore a white button down dress & it has lace from down, it reaches mid thigh, I pared it up with socks and then I grabbed the front left and right section of my hair and tied them. and finally I put black chockers because i am seriously obssessed with them.

     The door bell rang and I hurried down stairs, I opened the door. 

     "Hi," Jack the Douchebag said.

     I opened the door wider and let him in.

      "Nice house," Jack the Douchebag complimented .

     I just ran upstairs and waited for him to come in, Jack followed and dropped markers, pens, papers and the usual stuff .

     I grabbed my laptop and sat . We decided on a topic and started searching for more information.

     After we finished the project it was already 9:30. And for revenge for talking about me earlier, Whenever he asked me something, I reply either with a cold tone, one worded answer, or with silent treatment.

     "Okay so i think I should head back home now," Jack said.

     I glanced at him and then nodded.

     "Why are you acting like this today? You are supposed to be a cheerleader, cheerful all the time," he faked being concerned and sweet.

     Why does being a cheerleader has to be conected to everything, like if you are a cheerleader you SHOULD be happy, SHOULD be fake, SHOULD be rich, AND SHOULD BE A BITCH.

     My heart tightened.." Promise me Diana to stand up for yourself, you are everything to me please sister..," my sister said .those are the last words I could remember.

     She said those words to me and I promised her, I promised. Now everything's blurry.

     I have a headache. Air is not enough. No this cant happen. Not panic attack now. NO! I AM STRONG!

one, two

inhale,

exhale,

inhale,

exhale.

     I am suddenly engulfed between two hands. I then looked at Jack and pushed myself away from him.  " STAY AWAY !" I know i sounded mean but he did hurt me.

     "What's happening??" Jack faked concern AGAIN.

      "JUST GET OUT, DONT ACT ALL SWEET ON ME.. I HAVE HEARD WHAT YOU SAID EARLIER NOW GET OUT!" I yelled.

      "I don't understand what you are talking about," he said softly.

     I moved towards his bag, packed his things and zipped it. I opened the door, held his arm tight and pushed him outside my house.

     I didn't spare him another glance. I got up and texted laura while I cried.

(Laura my physics partner, he is such a fake person)

After 2 minutes.. (omg Diana what happened are you alright ?) - L

(yeah , just crying , i will fill you in tomorrow , sleep tight )

     I just didn't like to let people in easily, if Jack really needs to act all concerned on me, he has to see the dark side first, then I MAY think of becoming his friend.

     I then went to bed without changing my clothes, and without eating dinner. I just wanted to forget what happened, I wanted to forget the world for 10 seconds.. that's what I ask for, can't I?? I closed my eyes and enjoyed not being in reality for once ..

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-chloe -editor : fiza