The girl behind

Who's that girl

"MAE MAE" i hear my mom screaming my name. "Its time to wake up" ugh i don't want to get up. But well i have to. I do my hair in a ponytail just like everyday en put some clothes on. When i get downstairs i see my mom maid pancakes. Mmm thats smells good.

I ate my pancakes and went to school. When i arrive i immediately see my best friends: Sophie, Grace, Cloé, Lauren and Anna. There the best friends someone can wish for, there just perfect. I can tell them everything and there always there for me. If only they knew what was going on..

RINGG RINGG
There goes the bell, together we walk to the classroom. We have chemistry normally I really hate this subject but in front of me sits Sam. He's so cute and nice. But I know there can never be a thing between us he's Laurens twin brother.

Sophia and I ride home together, she's sees something is not ride. She knows me the best of the five girls. She asks watts wrong, but I know I am not gonna tell here because no one can know what's going on. I say " I just don't feel very well I think tonight I am going to bed early.

That night
I am already in bed. I am righting in my diary
26-02-2017
Dear diary,
Today was a better day than usual I just don't know what I have to do to get that feeling out of me and how I am supposed to live while she's not here anymore. I just don't know..
I hope someday I will be able to tell them what's going on. But not yet first I have to find a way to accept myself for hoe I truly am