Raison D'être
(n.) A reason for existing
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Archer has been through a lot. Struggling with depression, and a voice in her head that just won't go away, she is driven to the edge of suicide. As she is almost successful, a...
As I wait for the pain to go away from being hurt and unloved.
Why did this happen to me?
I am the one who was supposed to be happy, now I feel like an empty emotionless shell of as my thoughts are slowly consuming my body.
END IT ALL
I was never truly loved by anyone. Those who said that they did, spoke behind my back, saying I'm worthless. My friends, slowly drifted and made fun of me. I had nothing to live for. I wasn't like anyone was going to miss me. I will jump, but I am to scared.
Unlovable
I always thought that I would one day find love, only to find out that the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, was never truly in love with me. The one that I wanted to be mine, hated me, despised me, couldn't even talk to me because they thought I was... Heartless.
Infatuated
Everyone wants to be loved, wants to feel important. I would like to feel like that with someone, and that someone doesn't even acknowledges me. But they still make my heart beat fast. They still make me feel alive when we meet eyes. They make my skin have goosebumps when we touch. I am so addicted to this person that I can't stop thinking about them. I know that it is unhealthy, but who can stop you being in love?
Disgrace
Why do you blame me for what I can't control? So what if I am bisexual? I can't help be attracted to someone who I see as a beautiful person no matter there gender. I want to scream it, but I am scared of being judged. I am scared of getting kicked out, and disowned as the responsible one. I want to be loved and cared for, and really happy for once.
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Authors note: Hey guys, this is my first story/whatever this is. I am sorry if it is all over the place and I hope that you enjoy it! 🤓
Bisexual: when a person is attracted to both genders. 🏳️🌈
