distance.

PART I

hey, it's me Sarah again.

no, im not gonna tell you about that person that i tell you earlier in the prolog.

it's another person actually.

i believe that most of us girls had idolizing someone right? but most of them are celebrities.

have you ever idolizing someone, you met quite frequently, but you know it's not a fancy feeling it's just idolizing somebody. THAT what you've been telling yourself.

but do you know the true feeling? or are you as confused as me?

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it's august, time to back to school. i was so excited to start a new life a new journey in college. everything was so usual and boring and just have it's own way. until, i saw him. 

he was a regular boy actually. not too tall, not too short. not too thin and not too bulky either. 

but, there is something in his eyes. i know this sound lame and cheesy but, i wish u guys could see his eyes is so mesmerizing. i talk to him couple times but he looks like he's not comfortable around me or something. he doesn't want to look to my eyes. sometimes when i met him and i call him he's just say  "yeah" and go away.

i dont like him i just make him as my idol. i just love to look at him, my heart race as i see him. but as soon as i talk to him and he looks like uncomfortable around me, i told myself to go and im not that worth it for him.

i guess that's life isn't it?