Harder Than You Know (Harry Styles fanfic)

Prologue

I was sitting in front of my laptop screen just like what i usually did in the middle of the night. I was tired and sleepy, but it didnt make me able to sleep. I kept thinking about some impossible things. Thinking abut how i would meet the boys, what if they liked me, what if they wanted me to be their girlfriend or what if they dumped me away. well, it was on my thoughts.

As you saw words 'the boys', you should think about One Direction automatically. Yes, i was a huge fan of that british-irish boyband, One Direction. My name is Zoey, Zoey Emily Drew. I was 16 and Indonesian-French. My dad was French and my mum was Indonesian. 

(media picture is Zoey if you were wondering how she looked like)

My dad passed away couple years ago, he got leukaemia and he was struggling with that disease for over a year then God called him back 2 years ago. i hardly went through my life without my dad.

But then i found someone. someone who i loved with all my heart. someone who always be there for me whenever i needed him. He helped me go through my life easier.

But then when i thought everything was perfect, bad things happen. those went worse day by day, and nothing could make it better but love could. 

LOVE could make it better but again, nothing could stop it. 

the story of a lucky fan of One Direction who accidentally met them. Harry found her really attractive and funny. that's why he started to put feeling on her but when he thought everything was fine and the time had come, few words came out from her mouth and changed everything. it put everyone down, either herself or Harry or the other boys. What would happen next? what would they do to get it clear? and what would Harry think about her? does Harry still put that feeling on her?