A blank sheet of paper is in front of me waiting to be filled with the memories keeps on flashing back, running through my veins and wanting to invade my pure whole being. Suddenly, a memory touches my mind and begging me to choose her over the other past events happened in my life. I closed my eyes and started to reminisce.
I was sitting on a chair, covered with a silk, a blue lace design on its back while watching the people rushing, hearing the noisy sound of music, feeling the fresh atmosphere of the room with the Paris inspired decoration when suddenly, someone tapped me at the my back. Everything went so slow when I began to turn my head to that someone who tapped me at my back. My eyes started to explore his red-pinkish lips opened modestly as he spilled out the words, "Let's dance." I don't know what spirit I swallowed when my eyes flashed to his Adams apple went up and down. His eyes captured mine and his stunning smile melted my heart quickly. Again, I felt the unusual feeling I failed to experience years ago.
I stood up and composed myself trying to be calm around him. As he held my hand, I imagined that he was inviting me to dance in our wedding day but unfortunately, it's not our day together but we're in a debut and just a part of the cotillion. Even though, I still managed to cherish the moment that I'm with his arms. While dancing, I felt that we're the only people dancing in the middle of the dance floor and the spotlight was focused to the two of us.
Another voice of memory of him is knocking on my head. I decided to open it with warm welcome in my heart.
We were together, lying in the grass beside each other, holding hands and watching the gloomy sky filled with the shining lights of the stars. Happiness is within me feeling the scenery of him and I. A decision was made by me that changed us in just a blink of an eye. With sincerity and hopeful desire, I confessed the feelings I have for him for me to prevent the feelings that chases me from the beginning, I fell for him. Instead of answering what I asked, he just said, "I don't believe you." with a laughter spilled out from his mouth. After that, instead of being enlightened, my confusion was tripled because of his sweet actions and it tormented me inside.
As I'm opening my eyes, beads of tears is all over my face and the blank sheet of paper is already written by the memories of him in my mind. Looking at the door making me realize that there will be no us because he's already with someone and a genuine smile plastered on his face. He occupied a part of my life. I know it's over and, now, I will move on and forget the memories we had and the feelings I have for him. This is the decision I will make. This is the last chapter of him in the story of my life.
