My Poetry is You

A Song For Him

I know well that I hurt you
Now I ignore you because I still like you
Too late to take it back
How could I act like that?

I know u are hurting now
Helpless, Can't do anything to change it
I should just let you be
Hope you never get to see me again
And I you, even when that's all I wanna do

You seem to be over it all
Give no damn, you're a know it all
I should let you be
Let the pain take over me
the Memories still haunt me

And I keep writing these songs about you
I knew where things could lead us to
I keep writing these songs for you
I Hope you find a better someone for yourself

Years of growth, look where we're at
Standing on the island of regrets
Sunsets don't matter anymore but
Each night I still cry like that very last night

I go over and over the details
I messed up, I fucked up
I wish to be better than this
But second chances never favour me

You found me, you left me
You said you never would
Even if the whole world abandoned me
I say it's okay, but I really need a drug to be okay.

So I am sitting here writing and thinking of it all
hoping this is the last I write of you.

Yours
@TheMuseInBlue