The lies, the feeling of helplessness, the disappointment.
It happened again...
Over...
And over...
And over again...
Why do I even try?
Broken beyond repair.
Crack in the glass that can never be mended.
The clock that moves with no numbers.
A life that goes on with no purpose.
Maybe I'll just go to the roof.
I've always wanted to know what it would be like to fall off a cliff.
Oh....
The distance from the bathroom to the stairs seems closer than usual...
.....Good
Its better to get it over with...
I've always thought this way...
A few more paces to go...
One...
Two...
Three...
Four...
Five...
Six........
...
Oh....I forgot.
Today's my birthday...
It's also our first year anniversary...
Akashi Seijuuro.....do you have one last order?
Sorry but I can't do this anymore.
...
....
It hurts you know. Knowing you can be with someone else more desirable than I.
Well....
Here's your chance.
I can't hear the cars anymore....I also can't see the small people...
Everything seems so peaceful....I want it to stay that way...
Close off my ears and eyes to the environment and face my back to the sun.
You slam open the door...
I let go...
You scream my name but I can't hear you...
I love you by the way...
You reach out to grasp my hand...
It's close but I let my hand purposely move away.
Sorry...
Well Akashi...
I hope you have a better life without me...
Smiling sadly, I mouth eight words.
' さよなら、我々は再びお互いを見てされることはありません'
(Sayonara, we won't be seeing each other again.)
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Fanfiction[Akashi Sejuuro] (Angst) “Life will go on even if I do not."