Broken, yet still fighting (Slow Updates)

Because we're all going mad

-Dogs are better then humans beings because they know all, but do not tell.

-Emily Dickinson

Edited

Copyright ©2014

Chapter 1

Monroes pov.

*5 years old *

" Mommy, mommy look at that cute witle puppy! , can i get him ? can i, can i pleaseeee ?!" the little girl asks while jumping up and down.

" Alright as long its not to much, we don't want daddy finding out okay sweetie? " the little girls mother says weakly smiling. The little girl jumped up and down and hugged her mom's bruised and battered body.

" Yay, yay,yay" she screamed while running to find her new stuffed puppy. laughing her mother follows helping her find it.

( during the car ride )

Laughing and playing in her seat with her new puppy she hears her mother start talking and she stops to listen giving her her whole attention.

" Monroe honey, when we get home i want you to hide your new toy okay? , also i need you to clean up your room and pick up your toys in the living room while i make dinner okay honey? " her mommy says to her while pulling into the drive before continuing.

" So sweetie have you came up with a name for your new puppy yet ?" her mother asks while helping Monroe out of her seat .

" I think im gonna name her bubby!, yea thats gonna be her name, now come on mommy lets show bubby her new home !" Monroe says before running inside. ( note : when i was younger i really did have a dog named bubby.)

She hears her mommy giggle and follows her inside with arms full of groceries.

( After dinner)

" Come on honey, help me clean up the dishes please ?" her mommy says as she wipes the girls face of spaghetti sauce.

" Okay mommy, but will you read me and bubby a bed time story tonight before bed please, PLEASE! ?" Monroe begs as she gives her mommy her most famous puppy dog eyes.

" How can i say no to that adorable little face, of course sweetie, but we need to hurry and clean up before daddy gets home okay ?" her mommy says as she pinches monroe's chubby cheeks.

" YAY !" she scream and start dancing around as she help helps her mommy clean up. Laughing her mommy starts dancing and singing around while helping clean up.

( bed time )

" And she lived happily ever after" her mommy says softy as kissed Monroe's forehead. " Goodnight babby, i love you , sweet dreams " she says while covering Monroe up.

" Night night mommy, i love you to " Monroe mutters half asleep.

(later that night )

'SLAM' " Shhh kevin i just put Monroe to bed your gonna wake her up" Monroe hears her mommy yell / whisper through the thin walls of the ratty apartment, she get up and tip toe down the stairs and peek around the corner to see her mommy and daddy fighting once again.

" Who you tellin to shut up old lady, if i want I'll run around this house butt ass naked and scream if i want, you know why ? BECAUSE I OWN IT BITCH !" Monroe heard her daddy yell.

" please honey, i didn't mean it like that, its just Monroe starts school early and i want her to stay awake for her first day of school." Monroe hears her mommy say softly.

Then she see it, 'SMACK' 'SMACK' 'SMACK' then she hears her mommy cry out and blood fly everywhere .

" Do you think i give a fuck?! , bitch get up and clean this shit up im gonna go see what that baster child is doing " she hears her daddy yell at her mommy as he stomps up the stairs.

" please kevin dont do anything to her, i promise ill pleasure you tonight, just please dont do anything to her " she hears her mommy cry out.

" Bitch dont tell me what the fuck to do, or I'll make you watch me fuck that little bitch" Monroe hears her daddy say with a nasty chuckle walking up the old creaky stairs.

Monroe Hurry's up and run to her room and jump on her bed to pretend She's asleep as she lays down she could hear her daddy open the bedroom door.

" No please Kevin, please don't do this to her, please she's just a baby! !" she could hear mommy scream and plead with her daddy.

That's when Monroe heard it 'slam' and then her mommy screams louder.

Not soon after that she hears the door open once again revelling her daddy with bloody hands facing the hallway.

looking down at the hallway floor she sees her mommy on her hand and knees looking up at her daddy with a bloody face crying and pleading him not to do it.

Monroe lets out a loud gasp when her mommy's eyes met hers, there was so much pain and guilt in her eyes.

Her daddy suddenly turns to her and she hurry to close her eyes praying in her head he didn't see her.

She then hears the door close and lock she could still hear her mommy behind the door crying ,begging and screaming at him trying to get through the door snapping her self out of a daze she feel a dip in the small twin size bed.

" i know you're not asleep" she hears him say.

Slowly looking up at her daddy's dark eyes while clutching bubby tighter to her self she look up at him with fear in her eyes.

" Do you love daddy?" he asks her as he starts undressing her.

To scared to say no she start shaking an nod her head fast in a yes.

" Good girl, then you will do what ever i tell you to do, and if not ill hurt mommy, got it ?" he says as he starts to takes his clothes off.

Monroe nod confused and not knowing what he meant. He then crawls on top of her and rips bubby out of her arms as he thrusts in to her like a wild man.

Monroe screams and cries at the top of her lungs. She could still hear her mommy banging on the door screaming and threatening him to stop.

And hour later he was finally done he zipped his pants kissed her head and unlock the door and open it.

Her mom fell to the floor from leaning on the door, not paying her any mind her father steps around her and heads for the stairs.

Monroe 's mother looks up at her from the floor and spots her little bruised and bloody body curled in the corner with a bloody stuffed animal clutched to her chest.

" My baby " monroe's mother whispers crying and crawls to her.

Her mother then leans against the wall picks monroe up and cradled her small body to hers as she cries into monroe's hair whispering how shes so sorry while monroe just stare off into space shacking in pain.

That day she not only got ripped of her best friend, but she also got ripped of her innocence.

That night Monroe was rapped by her father, and from that night on to.

Years later Monroe had found out her father was in a gang, And rapped her to get a higher statue in the gang world. Her father rapped her for money, he rapped his own daughter.

That night she realized what a cruel world she lived in. And on that same night she became a cold blood killer. The same night she went crazy.