Your POV:
•1st Day•
Every second we make a move,every minute we spend and every hour we waste.
I only have 5 days left and I won't waste that 5 days of mine...
I went to my bestfriend Kyungsoo.
I noticed him crying and asked him.
" Why are you crying? " I asked; fake happiness lingered in my voice then he faced me slowly though I was not expecting the dissapointment and anger evident in his face.
" How could you say that Kim!? " I was shook by his sudden burst of emotions and have I ever seen such behavior coming from a person who is always jolly.
"Yah! Remember I have 5 days left it's not that short." I stopped and looked at him right in the eyes and smiled, fake actually.
" I can't spend that 5 days with you Kim. "
Somehow I found myself kneeling and crying my heart out as he went near me,he said
"At your fifth day,go to the park at 5 P.M."
" But.. "
" Just go "
" Okay "
I said as quietly as I can and went outside his house and ran to my house.
As soon as I arrived I ran directly to my room.
Not thinking about anything I trashed, broke, and damaged my room.
My spirit was no longer present.
I'm possessed.
I just need to let this go.
• 2nd Day •
Migraine.
The first thing I felt when I woke up from my deep slumber.I looked all around seeing my room was a mess, a complete mess like me.
I went to my Bathroom and I looked like a monster no worse than that I looked like me.
I started laughing at myself
" 3 precious days left and Kyungsoo won't even fcking spend it with me. Bullsht "
Somehow I found my fists bleeding yet I wonder why they don't hurt.
Maybe I'm just used to the pain.
The pain I'm always going through.
• 4th Day •
Eating
Sleeping
Bath
Changing clothes
Why do that when I will just die anyways.
I was just in the corner of my room sitting and daydreaming.
Daydreaming of my future.
My future?
Its dark yet I can see something in it or maybe someone.
I picked up one broken piece of mirror on the floor
and I saw a really ugly, immature, heart broken and is about to die young woman.
I layed in the floor and teardrops fell.
I try to stop them but it just won't work.
Instead I dozed off into complete darkness
• 5th Day •
Forcing myself to wake up from this nightmare just to see him, yeah you heard me right.
I look at the clock
" 1:00 p.m huh. Better get ready. "
Tied my hair in a bun, grabbed my shoes and jacket.
Went out and walked to the park as I thought to myself
*It reminds me of old times*
<<<<<<<FlashBack>>>>>>
12 years old me was walking around and until I bumped into someone and fell on my butt
" Watch where you're going NERD "
NERD,that word just makes my heart ache.
She kept shouting profanities and words that are unpleasant to my ears I just ignored it and continue to cover my ears until a hand appeared right in front in my eyes, offering me to take it.
I grabbed his hands,stood up and dusted away the dirt.
He went near me.
" Hi there I'm Do Kyungsoo! "
" Hi I'm Park Kim" I shyly replied
" Let's be good friends "
<<<<<< END >>>>>>
I looked at the time 2:30.
So much time yet so little life.
I've arrived.
I searched for a bench and guess what I saw Kyungsoo.
I took heavy steps toward him as he also was walking toward me.
I ran he also ran.
Yet I stopped and fell down on my knees feeling weak.
" There's no hope anymore..."
" No Kim! Please,I beg you. "
I looked at him as his tears was dropping down on my face.
He looks ugly when he cries.
I touched his face and wiped the tears away.
I smiled.
A genuine smile.
I feel happy.
Happy that I saw him.
I feel my pulse getting weaker and weaker.
" Thank you for everything you dummy.
Thank you for the laughs and tears.
Thank you "
My breathing getting deeper
" I........Love..........You "
The Dark abyss slowly swallowing me as I shed one last tear.
THE END
