I thought

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I thought I'd get a new start

New friends, new hope, new love

New heart

I thought I did, I thought I got that new start

I thought id leave everything else behind

And no longer have to say goodbye

But now your back

And you said I'm gonna kill myself, AGAIN

I lost count after you said that 50 times..

I told you

No I asked you

If you knew how many times you told me that. I wished you would give it up

You can be happy 

But your not trying

Your abusing him...

And you've already abused me. 

Every night

I STAYED UP EVERY FUCKNG NIGHT

I was sleep deprived for you

I gave my heart to you, I gave my time to you

I lost years to you

I gave my everything to you...

And you lied to me... you fucking lied

I don't trust because of you. I lost hope because of you. 

You took everything from me...

Now I'm in love again.

And I swear to fucking gid if you take him from me

I'll kill you 

I'll do what you did to me 

I'll hurt you, I'll pretend to take my life every night

I'll leave you crying every night

You even said you had leukaemia

Cancer 

FUCKING CANCER

You pretended to have cancer.

You know I knew a little girl who had what you claimed to have. She died last week..

And all I could think of was you! 

You pretended to be something your not...

I wish you would die already...

Cause you said it so many times. Now I'm just hoping you will. Your the reason I wanna die.. your the reason I have half a heart

FUCK YOU

Honestly just please don't come back 

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⏰ Last updated: May 28, 2018 ⏰

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