We were at the park me megan austin spencer and micheal. Rylee was going to come but she made up some excuse that was to lame to remwber like " I have softbal practice and my coach grounded me"
I honestly didnt care if she came or not she always changes the subject to her and we always do what she wants.
anyway we were just talking it seemed like austin was trying his very best to not acknowledge that I was there. It seemed strange. he hasnt text me back since my friend took my phone and text him. I wanted so badly to know what he was thinking. I want to ask him alot of questions.
do you like me?
are you mad at me?
Was it mean to tell you I didnt like you?
Do you not want to be my friend?
do you want to be more than friends?
do you want to hang out with me more?
would you even care if I feel off the face of the earth?
there alot more. So. basically he took me to the dance AS FRIENDS but I wantex it to be " as friends" I think im not quite sure. then after then after the dance I friendzoned him because I thought he didnt like me and I didnt want him to be weirded out and think I did. but it kinda seemed like he did.
everyones ride came except mine because my mom was at my sisters house and of course austins we werent talking for awhile then he said" ok I know you dont like me but I like you and you are a super nice girl there I said it." I told him I didnt like him because I thought he thought I was weird. It seemed like a dream
