Heat of the Moment

A/N]  Hey, guys and gals. This is my first story ever written. I have always wanted to publish a story when i was younger, but wattpad is what encouraged me to do so.  Bear with me please i am only 13 almost 14, i have a lot more to improve. I challenge you to read my story and ignore my age because i might surprise you. I will update weekly,  sometimes more. Please  enjoy and feel free to comment advise. 

(There is offensive language)

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Chapter 1 : walking blind part 1

 CAM'S POV

My body went into a daze around me at the schools office building became a blur. It was a Racing Beat piercing my ears, it didn't take long to realize it was my heart. Two figures some black governments suits before me. Eyeing them closely  I became confused. Their wrinkle free suits made them look like the guys off of 'Men in Black'. After a few moments one of the men broke the silence. 

"Ma'm did you understand what was just said?" He asked hesitantly as if there was sympathy hidden in his voice, although it was easy to see he was trying not to break character. 

My eyes darted furiously through out the room as I snapped back into reality, trying to replay what the man had recently said. Inspecting the men's expressions before me they looked blank. Shoulders and head sagging towards my lap. "C..can...you repeat that?" I questioned timidly.  Slowly, raising my head again to the intimidating  men before me. 

The smaller man of the two took role of informing me. "We are here to inform you about your parents Beth and Shane. This morning around 9 a.m. The plane they were on had a little trouble trying to get through a thunderstorm, it got flown of path and crashed due to low fuel. We are sorry but your parents did not make the crash." Avoiding eye contact the best he could, but I saw the pity in his eyes as he sat before me.

My parents were away for the last month up in norway,  my mother and father were trying to get your business started overseas. A clothing line for sportsmen, the plan was to make it bigger than Nike and Adidas put together. Mother called last night telling me someone decided to  sponsor and help with the management of the business. Her voice was so excited, I was happy for them, it took them three years to finally get the plans finish. A sad smile formed on my face as the remembrance  of my family flashed through my mind.  'It's impossible, they can't be dead. They just can't.' My mind spoke, almost trying to reasure me.   

"A little trouble? You got to be fucking kidding me,  so your telling me  little plane trouble caused my parents death?" Pausing quickly, anger was rageing though my bones. "You don't need to try to put it lightly, okay? It takes more than a little plane trouble to send a FUCKING plane crashing to the ground!" My voice reaching a yell, as people starting sending weird looks my way. 

The men shifted on their feet uncomfortably, with shocked expressions plastered across their face. Obviously neither of them expecting my out burst.

Suddenly ashamed in my self I quickly spoke.  "Look im sorry, its just...just... I can't believe their gone. Forever." I whispered softly. Shame written all over my words.  I just needed someone to blow up on,  I was selfish but more them that angry. Knowing i raged at them when it wasn't even their fault made me feel weak,  my parents taught me to respect my elders,  but the fact that these to men were strangers would have gotten me grounded for life if they were here. Then i reminded myself they weren't here, nor will I see them again. "I'm sorry sir, it's.. its.. just s lot to take in all at once." Tears streaming down my face as i choked on my words.

With my sudden mood swings they must think i am either on my period or bipolar. I mental laughed at the fact i was making a joke to myself, but really i just wanted to lighten the mood. 

I was taken of guard when the shorter and younger man of the to spoke considering this was his the first making conversation towards me.  "This must be hard on you,  which i am sure it is, but we need to find you a proper home until you graduate. Do you have any family to live with for the time being?" His topaz eyes filled with concern as he began to study me, then he started to check me out, 'hello, im not a fucking library book?' I mentally face bombed myself. I began to look at him more closely, he was tan and he had broad shoulders that were well built,  he closely resembled a collage football player.

wow,  come on Cam. am i really checking out a 20 year old at a time like this? i mentally scolded myself.  Suddenly embarrassed i faced the floor. Then remembered his earlier question, and reality hit me once again. My parents were dead.  Gone

"I... dont.. have any... fam.. family left." There was no use holding back these tears now, I let my self go. Tears vomiting down my face. Damn. I can bet i look attractive at the moment. (note the sarcasm)

My mom and dad were the only family id known through out my life. The more i thought about it they never really spoke of other family. My mother was like an older sister to me, we would always bicker over silly things. My mother and i were both 5'8.2 to be exact, we shared our clothes, make up. She acted 20 when she was really 38. I on the  other hand still acted like my 15 year old self. My father was a living breathing  class clown,  he could be a comedian if he tried. When the air was tense he would crack jokes to leave lighten the mood, some how they always worked. I could never ask for anything more than them to be in my life, but now they were gone. Wiped of the face of the earth. Gone. I wiped mt tear streamed cheeks and let out a small cry. 

The older man seamed suddenly annoyed. "Okay, we will see what we cab do ma'm." He let out a frustrated cry as he walked away with lead feet.

"sorry about him, he isn't normally so moody. Well, I take that back, maybe he is. What i think he is trying to say is that we will look into your distant relatives for you."He paused,  then spoke again "Are you sure you don't remember talking to your parents but any other family members?"

Hopeless feeling stuck me as I fiddled back and forth of my hands in my lap. My mine scrambling over and over, elbows fell to my knees as my shoulders leaned forward, trying to remember mother hasn't spoken to family for years.

There was several older government people walking into the office. Tilting my head towards them, glancing over trying to get a better veiw Watching closely Mr. Duley our principal show them into his office.

I forgotten about the man standing before me, trying to remember my dad mentioning family. Last year my father went to see his brother after his wife's death. Yes I wanted to join and never having met the guy I decided against it. knowing me I probably just feel out of place there. The only thing I new about where he went was it being a northern state because when dad returned home from his trip all he did was complain about the chilly weather. A soft liquid rolled down my cheek  and on to my lips. And once again I realized I was crying.

"A few years ago my fa..father

went to visit his brother...He traveled up north I think." Words rushed out my mouth so fast, i had to stop to catch my breath. "Maybe Montana? "

"Thank you ma'm,  this should make our search easier." A small smile pierced  his lips giving me hope. Those were nice lips, probably baby soft.  He nodded  to me and with that he walked out of the room.

Now,  all i could do was sit and wait. Memories started to re-play before me. 

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A/N] Finally i update! Sorry guys its been hectic being a 13 year old. (almost 14)

1) What do you guys think,? 

2) Liking Cam so far? 

I plan to update  1-3 times a week.  Please feel free to give advise, Because i have a long was to go.

-kenzi chabino-

         -bye-