That gutting feeling... Ugh... How I hate that feeling... As if you were being gutted out alive... I hate that feeling... I know I'm not the only one who feels or thinks this. There must be other people who feel the same way. Right?
Why am I always overthinking everything? Why do I think the worse things that can happen? Do I not understand the meaning to it yet? I just wish I can understand.
Surely he doesn't feel like this. He's always happy. He's always smiling. He's like me. But unlike him, I hide how I truely feel. Under that fake smile, it hides all of my emotions.
When someone smiles, another person thinks they're okay because they are smiling. That's what some people I know think. They're wrong... They're all wrong. They're wrong doings... All wrong... My story may sound similar to others... But I was born broken... I was made broken...
Here I am... A small girl... Worrying about everything... My story is something... How should I say this... Ahh... I'll describe it as... A punch of things I'll go through in life...
Do you want to see how my life is? Do you want to know who I am? Do you want to know why I am like this? Do you really?
Huh? Want to keep going? Alright, keep listening then.
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If You Only Knew...
RandomA story on how a girl hides her feelings to try not to loose her love. Her emotions and conscience start to get the best of her and soon, those emotions turn into depression.
