yellow brick road

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i am supposed to be christian. meaning, i am supposed to believe in god. i am supposed to believe that he is the one who put us here. i am supposed to believe that he is our lord and savior. i am supposed to believe in and obey the ten commandments at all costs. i am supposed to believe many things along with this. i am not supposed to question if he is who he is said to be. yet, everything i see or am taught or have researched, scientifically proves otherwise. how am i supposed to not question if god is real or who he is said to be when i am given such facts? or are they simply altered statements to make ones religion crumble. i am not supposed to doubt god yet, i have many times. i am not supposed to sin yet, i have many times. i am supposed to believe in god. i am supposed to be christian.