Not like this

chapter 1

"Maya we have to talk about it!"

"Lucas there is nothing to talk about!"

"Well I don't think we are nothing!"

"We? Lucas there is no we!"

"You cant just act like it never happened! You can't just act like you didn't feel something! I know you did! Because I felt it too!"

Maya had her back faced towards Lucas. Her elbows resting on the counter while she looked down at the tears dripping, from her cheeks onto the marble counter.

"Lucas we can't feel anything..."

Tears threatened to spring from Lucas' eyes. His jaw and fist clenched as he walked over to her and spun her around.

"Maya....I can't ignore this. This feeling I have when I look into your eyes, I swear I could crumble. The electricity I feel when we touch. The fireworks that go off when we kiss. The tension that is in every room when we are together. Maya I can't ignore it. And I definitely can't forget the night."

At this point tears ran down his face as he stared deep into the blonde beauty's beautiful ocean blue eyes.

"Lucas what we did was wrong. It wasn't supposed to happen. If she found out, i can loose my best friend! My person! It was a mistake!"

"Maya look into my eyes and tell me you didn't feel anything. "Maya looks deep into Lucas' eyes. Tears pouring down her cheeks. "Lucas I can't, but I can say I do regret it. It was wrong."

"but it felt so right-"

"Lucas!"

"Maya just tell me how you feel. Just one minute, let me in please! I need to know how you feel!"

"You want to know how I feel? Well you should have wanted to know how I felt when you chose her! I have been in love with you every second, of everyday! I have craved for that moment since the day I laid eyes on you! But you are dating my bestfriend and I hate, that I loved every moment of that night"

she was completely sobbing at this point. Lucas looked into her eyes, wiped her tears and pulled her into a passionate kiss.

"I love you maya. We deserve to be together."

"Not like this...."

And now here maya is once again, asleep in her best friend's boyfriends arms. How did it end up like this..