A fake smile
A simple shrug showing "I don't care"
An "I'm fine" phrase can fool many, but it can't refurnish a destroyed soul that sits within.
I am chubby, yes I know, but can we refrain from the hurtful words and comments? They aren't need to know who I am. For I am proud of who I am and so should you.
Bullied for years can die down after a while, but not the way the words breaks in and rips my soul piece by piece. A stranger could say "That's all in the past now." But the words are like the deadliest poison that is forced upon a human body.
They call me names like 'connect the dots'
'loner' , 'ugly' , 'gorilla' , 'Earthquake causer' , 'fatty'
can you please all stop I'm proud of who I am and what you are not. Can we all just praise that we are here on Earth? I guess not.. Let me go back to my work.
Bullying hurts. It can make one feel like as if one isn't worth it, makes one feel like trash, and also make one really believe that they are not beautiful. Many plus sized people have been bullied cause of this and it can demolish the little pride we hold dear. I, myself have been a victim of this emotional crime.
I may not be the skinniest, but I've been through it all. The name calling the mean jokes and the silence I keep hoping that it'll all was away. I may not be the one who wears a two piece to the beach but at least I am the one who can go up to someone with a huge heart and ask if you are truly ok with who they are. Ever wonder why a plus sized friend try to smile even though deep down they want to set fire to the imperfection they have on the outside? Ever wonder about how I feel? And how low my self esteem is?
What happiness can one show if all they could get is rejection and hatred? Ever wonder why a plus size friend stop smiling? It's because of the remains of self love we have left that is now hanging by a single thread. Bullying about appearances may look small now but it can go a long way for the victim.
Many plus size people want to look strong for others. Happy and friendly by day, but a wrecked and broken soul by night.
Bullying about our looks and appearances is so painful its like "The Great Depression" on repeat for us plus size.
Stand up my friends and we shall stand, and fight for our spiritual friend who is fading away quickly, ignore those who is full of hate and disgust and worry about a friend who's not longer going to be with us. Self esteem we're on the hunt for you, for we shall be proud of who we are and build you with nerves of steel.
Society is becoming blinder and blinder by the day. If you don't look like an idol others wish to be, they will ridicule you until you make a choice you're going to soon regret. Many plus sized people have hid their own beautiful bodies from the world. From the baggiest clothing to the most mute facial expression screaming for someone to tell them that you are best. Many of us have hid ourselves from the outside, cut off connections with friends and families, some...not even leaving their own home.
Now many of you might say "I'm proud for who I am!" But does society feel the same way? You might think "People never bothered me about my size before and accept me for who I am." Do people who DON'T think and feel the same way as you do? It will take a lot of self convincing, 'trust in self from others' exercises, and confidence boosting in order to get that spirit lifting up.
Everyone is made in God's special way no need for the jokes about one's size at least it has more use than to what a skinny or medium sized person's body can do. (No offence from the author personally) but our bodies have more advantages than others and we must use it with our pride and mind to make things right again. Don't make one feel the self loath you give just because you lack what they got.
Many of you might not care now. But to someone it does. Go find someone and tell them it's alright, your beautiful for who you are. Show them this entry and see, just how happy they may be once they find that one person, who loves them for who THEY are and is able to show it through you.
I've found you at last my little friend, for one have saved me till the end. My heart my soul have been intact
now it is time for us to act. Let us go and spread the word:
For you are lovely and I meant every word. I am proud for who I am and who I'm chosen to be, the real question is... Are you ready to be set free?
