Me Without You (5SOS Fan Fic)

Chapter 11- Let's try this

*Finn's Point of View* 

I woke up to the sound of Ashton snoring. I try to remember why I am spooning him in his bed. And why am I the big spoon. I like being the small spoon. But, the real question is what the god damn hell am I doing in Ashton's room and more importantly his bed. Calm down Finn this is just a dream. You are still sleeping and in a few minutes you are going to wake up in your bed. Okay. Just close your eyes and open your  eyes again. Nope. I am still spooning Ashton. I quickly get out of the bed and hop in to the shower maybe being clean will help me remember. 

"Here drink this." Ashton says waiting for me outside the bathroom when I get out.

"Uh.. What is it?" I ask looking at the green goopey substance. 

"It's and old Irwin recipe to cure any hang over. My grandmother made it. "  As I drink I try to remember what happened last night.. I remember drinking a lot and kissing Ashton. It comes back to me in pieces. But,  they are like shards of broken glass they don't fit together. 

I sit at the counter slowly talking sips of this home made remedy. Then it hit me. Riley cheated, Ashton new, way to much fire ball, and a turn down form a sloppy kiss. It's over. My life is over. I have to move to a different country. Shit shit shit. The guy of my dreams doesn't want me. 

"I think we should talk about last night.." Ashton starts. 

"No, No we really don't need too." 

"I think we should." He keeps going the tone of his voice sounds nervous. Did something happen about last night that I forgot? 

"Okay, go on." I sigh. 

"So, We kissed." 

"I know, and I am so so sorry about that. I was drunk and you don't feel the same way. It won't happen again. You have Macy anyway. I am sorry. I know you don't fell the same way about me. If I was sober I would not have done that. I guess that's why they call alcohol liquid courage." I ramble on and on. 

"Hey, hey. Look at me." Ashton says moving my head forcing me to make eye contact with him. "I want this too. Let's try this." He says placing his soft lips on to mine. His kisses taste sweet like cotton candy. 

Cat calls come from the other boys waking up and walking in to the room. I pull away from the kiss laughing. 

"See, Riley cheating was a good thing." Ivy said to me. I glared at her. For some reason the two of us have become friends. We've bonded in a strange way. 

"Well I have to go home and get ready!" I say sliding off the kitchen stool and kissing Ashton one last time before I leave. Yeah, that felt nice. Real nice. So am I dating him now or are we just thinging it? I ask myself. 

Sooo what do y'all think? I only have like one or two more chapters to go! Then I am going to start a mini book thing so I think you all should read that too hahah . Thank you for reading. Vote, Comment, follow, share this with your friends ( real or imaginary) Have an amazing day!