EDITED: 12.08.19
Calum's POV:
Standing on the stage, I look out at the unfamiliar faces, searching for her among all the others. She isn't here. My heart sinks as I remember. Luke strums the chorus for Amnesia and begins to sing. I can feel the tears as they run down my cheeks but I'm not ashamed. Everyone knows by know and if they don't, then I don't care. Luke starts the chorus and I choke up, barely getting the words out.
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving, I remember the makeup running down your face."
Those words are what pushes me over, Mikey glances over at me before giving me a look of pity. I know he feels bad for playing the song. I wrote it for her and they know that. Originally Ash told the band that we wouldn't play it anymore once she was gone because it was too hard for me and I was thankful for that. But it's been a while now and people have been requesting it. I know she left me and that's what everyone thinks the song is about; our break-up. But it's more than that. She's gone now and I can't get her back, we left it on a bad note and I can't ever change that. That's what hurts the most.
The song is coming to an end and I take a deep breath before singing the last line.
"And the memories I never can escape, cause I'm not fine at all."
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5 Seconds Of Summer (5SOS) Imagines & One Shots
FanficA little book of one shots, imagines, blurb and multiple part stories to help you live out of your fantasies with 5SOS. I'M IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING SO BE KIND PLS! Contains mature content (a.k.a smut).
