Sleep Paralysis- Jungkook

Chapter 2

If someone asked me what it felt like to be under Hypnoses spell, all I could describe it as the darkest, scariest experience. It feels like someones taking over your body and slowly switching off your buttons, first your arms will stop working and you wouldn't be able to use them, this virus-like feeling will spread throughout the whole body switching everything to sleep mode.

The element of unknown and time floats around you, the white paradox of your deep sleeping sensation allows ample time and space to think about everything. 

I hate this...

I fear this...

I WANT IT TO STOP!

My stupid wish was granted when my fragile body took flight falling, I lost control of my body as I slowly lose control of my muscles... A tear escapes my eyes. 

I'm scared.

Am I dead? My stupid naive mind got the best of me. Why did Jungkook make my life a living hell? What did I do to him? Did I really deserve this? endless questions floated now the wasted space of my empty nightmare. I don't blame him for treating me badly, I understand that to everyone I may have looked intolerable and arrogant as I had a free pass to miss school yet not get in trouble. 

But is that the only reason why his aggressive towards me? Is there a deeper meaning to all his hurtful rumours that he started? And I just shallow for not analysing his words and actions deeply? 

The scariest this about this disorder I call hypnos is that I do not have the power to wake up, I can only wake up when this disorder calls it quits and finds my lifeless state boring and decides to switch on my functions. I pray every time before I go to sleep, that I can wake up in the morning and see the sun shine its radiant flares through my dimly slit windows.

If this is really the end of me did I live a fulfilling life? 

FUCK I'M STILL A VIRGIN, GOD FUCKING DAMN IT! 

10 mins later~ 

The dark lit sky enveloped my eyes as I tried adjusting, I kept groaning due to to the pain that was travelling through my body at capital points of my elbows and the back of my arms. I gently smile as I look up to the sky. 

"I live to see another day...", I mumbled to myself. 

I was in a daze of happiness when I realised the back of my heads warm and I was wearing band-aids. what happened here?

I slightly touched the ground where my head was resting and there was a clear circumference of warmth that was way larger than my head. I realised someone was sitting here...

Should I be creeped out or thankful? I was deep in contemplating with myself when I hear the door shut hearing faint footsteps leaving the rooftop.

"So someone was here? Who?", I was trying to guess who was here taking care of me... most of the school either hates me or doesn't know my existence. Who was it that was here? The creeping suspicions were pushed aside as I wondered how long I was out cold for. 

I took my phone out of my pockets and looked at the time, the brightness of the phone blinded me for a second, it was 8 pm at night, I was only out cold for 7 hours, not that bad...

7 hours earlier 

I was walking by the school oval when in the distance I saw someone on the rooftop, they were on the ledge at the very edge of the building, I knew that because I use to contemplate there if I should kill myself as well. 

My heart started racing as I ran across the oval attracting weird looks, I was only a metre away and I could clearly see who the person was... it was her... It was Soeun. I didn't know what came over me but I kept running faster even if it was towards Soeun. 

"Don't Jump, don't jump...", I chanted to myself getting close to the building.

I lost all hope when I saw Soeuns legs give up, she was swaying in the wind, this could be anyone's game, she could either fall off the building or she could fall back into safety. I was so helpless... I didn't like her but I still felt the weight of hopelessness that was bestowed on me. 

Moments later instead of falling off the building she fell back, this gave me hope again... I quickly shot up and dusted my pathetic hopeless self off and started climbing the stairs like a madman. When I finally reached the top floor, the wind brushed past me as the sunlight penetrated the dark stairwell. 

I stood there still when I saw Soeun on the cold hard floor with blood excreating her elbows creating a small pool of blood. I was relieved that she was safe but still wouldn't mind seeing her disappear as well. 

I was just going to leave her there when guilt came crashing down on me, it was the battle of the angel and devil in my head. She deserved to die yet I felt bad she got hurt and wanted to die, this was my fault as well. 

In the end, the angel side won and I went down and got the first aid kit and started patching her up, I really hated seeing her face. She was the reason why everything happened, I do not regret what I did. 

I felt being kind today so I let her head rest on my lap until she wakes up, minutes turned into hours and it was soon 8 pm when the clock hit 8 pm like an alarm, it was like her body jolted and she started waking up. That was my queue to leave. 

I still fucking hate her...

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