"I really like you beyond you can imagine but (name I can't mention) never asked out (name I can't mention) they just started dating and I feel like I wanna best friend that I can talk to like we would talk more as friends then we do now and I would never wanna lose you out of my life and I feel having the title boyfriend and girlfriend can impact our friendship and I wanna get with you I think your beautiful I get lost in your eyes when I see you but I don't wanna risk it and possibly lose you as a friend so I'm not breaking up with you I think we are just better of as friends with benefits and if u hate me for this I'm sorry I don't like you I love you and I can't go on in life without you so I think we should just be friends"
I woke up to this. I don't want "friends with benefits". That's how you really lose a friend. You end up treating eachother differently, worse.
