I'm living but dead inside,
Sad but still smiling.
Those feelings i want to hide
To free from people's judging.
Surrounded with people
but i still feel alone,
Always have to gamble
To struggle that came along.
You will think I am lucky,
Coz expert in faking smile,
Pretending to be happy,
To ease my problem for awhile.
Lonely night is killing me,
And my mind is storming.
Grim reaper is gazing me,
Want me to be in his domain.
I wonder if only death
Will make me finally free
And totally leave beneath
In this sick society
