Do you remember that lonely alleyway ?
As usual, after night classes Sehun and I would go home together because we were neighbours. My mother asked him to take care of me and I'm quite happy about it. Actually I had a crush on him since I was born jk but Sehun never knew about it. I hope he likes me too but I knew that would never happen because I'm not pretty. Guys would always look at appearance first then personality, right?
"Jaehee." he called my name and I just realised that I was in deep thoughts.
"Huh?" I asked, looking at his angelic face. Compared to me? I'm just a normal girl.
"Nothing." he said with his significant poker face and I always see boringness (?) in his dark brown eyes. We're actually walking at this lonely alleyway. It's a shortcut to my house and also his house. Awkward. You know. You and your crush are neighbours. It was really cold.
As we were walking, our hands kept on touching (idk how to explain). Sehun was on my right so I shoved my right hand in my.... wait there's no pocket? Sehun noticed and he held my hand.
"Cold." he said as he put my hand in his pocket. Then our fingers intertwined. To be honest, I was grateful that it was dark because I felt my cheeks were heating up.
I still remember now...
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The anxious days when I couldn't tell you I love you...
I decided to tell Sehun about my feelings towards him.
1st attempt : on the way home
"S-Sehun ah."
"Hmm?"
"I..." * Oh god help me *
"You're what?"
"I..." * Jaehee you can do this *
"Jaehee just tell me." Sehun started to raise his voice
"Nothing." I said in a soft voice
"Aish."
2nd attempt : Sehun's bedroom
We were doing our project and we were partners. Sehun was busy with his laptop and I gathered my courage to confess.
"Sehun"
"What?"
" Ilikeyou. " I said it really quick but it sounds like a whisper.
"You like who?" he started to get confused. * you stupid *
"I like you...your nose it's so white and sharp and clean (?) hah haaa." I laughed nervously
"You're so weird." * I know *
Well the confession didn't work.
Did you know about that ?
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The beautiful nights of the past when we were childish
One day, Sehun asked me out.
"Hey, wanna go out with me tonight?" There was no sound of excitement.
"S-sure why not?" * le feels *
"I'll pick you up at 8."
"Okay."
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I wore a plain white tshirt, black cardigan and black jeggings. Then I wore my black converse. (inspired by Yoona in Mr Mr dance practice video) I took my bag and went downstairs to the living room. I didn't know that Sehun was waiting.
