The Blossom of my Feelings (love Simon Contest)

Write me A Destiny

Dear Wonderful World,

Have you ever Wondered 'Which is the best path to take when it comes to love,' Well this is the story of how I fell for 2 people then gave up on my entire corruptive love life. It was a nice spring day and the wind was howling and I was unfortunately running, running from something that wasn't true, I could cry for days and still be trapped in the same foreplay the same insomniac dream where the princess doesn't get rescued but the prince instead has to watch him run off with someone else he promised he loved you but it never takes long to realize that some dreams are not meant for Princesses or insomniacs. It took 6 years to realize I was being touched in a wrong way and I could escape from it, it kept me up for days, and to be fair I did want to pull away from the grasp of my abuser. It filled a certain emptiness I wrathfully wanted to fill but then he appeared in my life, like a beam of sunshine reaching out in beneath the dark, cloudy,and depressed life of mine. The beginning of Freshman year, 'the great beginning to the rest of your life ' they say, I was in Ms.Thortons Algebra class walking into that class I met some wonderful people and some of my best friends. I also met the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, The person who wasn't written in the book of my destiny but I wrote him in it anyway. I also met a certain female whom I soon bloomed feelings for, Her name was Emily and she was an extraordinary girl her hair was short at the time but it was a very nice shade of brown like her eyes and she wasn't to short from my height, her glasses gleamingly shinned sometimes from the reflection of the sun. She was beautiful and perfect I could never say how I felt because of my own conscious, it begged me not to, there was some kind of force saying that it was wrong and I could never be good enough for her, she would reject me. I never actually told her how I felt and to this day that I see her walking with her Boyfriend I knew that it was best for my feelings to die out become a friendship, the ways of the world are just some things I don't seem to understand I felt my heart race when I was around her I felt like the blossom that came from my heart would have laid by her bedside for years and she wouldn't realize until she is married, I could be the only blue flower in between all the white at her wedding and she wouldn't have chose me. So I paused and looked out into the distance to see him, on one knee handing me a bouquet of white roses.

With Love,

Fanfic_Writer3456