Alone

Again and Again

Its the first day of school again and I keep thinking it will be better than last year. Last year was a total wreck for me, and it was like, bad ..bad. As I'm getting ready I think of how I am going to be better than I was last year. I look in the mirror and smile. I'm always happy, even when things are bad I'm positive. I finish up brushing my teeth and straightening my hair. I get my backpack and tell my mom bye and I love her. I started off to school. As I approach the school I look for my friends. People are still whispering as I walk by, I don't care, like they are true.I find my friend Jessi and we hug, glad to see each other again. We talk about summer and guys. Lol, I know right? The bell rings and I find my new locker. I walk up to it and open it. I was surprised to see what was on it. "Kill yourself, nobody wants you here." one said, "Omg, its that b****, Alissa", another one said. I slammed my locker shut, trembling inside. The last bell rings and I hurry to class.  All through class people were whispering and pointing, at me.  I hang my head down, and tell myself, "What did I do to deserve this? Why is this happening to me?" I just sat there for the rest of the day, scared, tired, and depressed.