A Fresh Start, My Life is Complete (Book 3 of Double the Love, Life)

Chapter 18 Telling Inny and Old Feelings

Nikki POV

I know for a fact that Josh and Jennifer won't tell Inez whats going on so I will, even though its wrong. She needs to know and Inny won't be a bitch about it, I hope.

"Hey little sis." she says snapping me out of my thoughts. I look up and see her walking over to me and sitting down.

"Did you let yourself into my house?" I ask making her smile and nod. "Well, just never scare me if you do that."

"So whats up? You sounded kinda.....worried on the phone." she says. I sigh and look down. "Oh god, please don't tell me your pregnant."

"What?! No, god no. I'm not. Its about your kids." I say. She sighs in relief and smiles. "Its really important." 

"Why do my kids talk to you about personal problems?" she asks offended.

"Stop acting like that. I was going to ask them to go with for a run and walked in on them." I say.

"What do you mean 'walked in on them'? What did you walk in on?" she asks with a serious look.

"Umm......on.........kissing." I say. Her jaw drops and her eyes grow.

"What do you mean kissing?" she asks.

"They're......mates." I say making her stand up and head for the door but I stop her.

"Nicole, out of my way!" she says. Wow, she never calls me by my full name. "Now!"

"No! You know, as well as me that we can't pick our mates! Your not going home and freaking out on them!" I yell. I backs up and narrows her eyes.

"You don't accept it yourself, do you?" she says quietly. I take a breath and look down. "Your afraid of it, aren't you?"

"No! What is there to be afraid of?!" I yell.

"I'm thinking Luke! And me." she says. I sigh and slide down the door.

"Before I met Jason and Eric. Before all of that I started to feel weird around you. Everyday. Thats why I wanted to be around you. I was so, so scared of it that I buried the thought away and ignored it." I say. She kneels down in front of me and takes my hands. "I thought you'd be mad if I told you.

"You should've told me." she says. 

"I'd thought you wouldn't have wanted anything to do with me anymore." I say with a small tear running down my cheek.

"Nicole, your my little sister. No matter how much shit you do, no matter how weird you are and no matter how mad I get at you, you'll always be my baby sister and nothing will change that, not even old feelings. And I'll talk to my kids. Just, next time you have a problem like that than come to me." she says. I nod and stand up. "I gotta go but call my later, okay?" 

"Okay, I will." I say as she pulls me in for a hug. "Bye Inny." she starts to head out the door.

"Bye Nikki." she says and she's gone. Another burden is off my chest but not the last.

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Thats a twist, isn't it?

So sis, bet that freaked you out abit but as I was writing it popped up and I thought it would be okay. Wow......I just said I had feelings for you......god...lets never speak of this again.

Nikki :)