It was always a no. all of them knew it was my first. all of them told me its more than enough now. I dont get it. I dont know wether its sadness that poured my heart or hatred.i couldnt figure it out for a long time. but I knew one thing for certain. I never had any feeling towards her before I started it. it was just that I wanted to know the feeling. the feeling of being together. but I never thought it would end up like this. I was grieving for nothing. I again and again heard her voice inside me, telling this is 21st century. so live in present. thats how it ended. my first relationship.
It took me a while. to come out of it. but finally I did. I had that feling, that all the girls are just the same. anybody who had a break up feels that I guess.i changed my stream. from commerce to maths. it helped me to organize myself again.i sarted going for clases for maths stram.i knew that it helped me a lot. but I never thought that it would change my life.i never thought that it would put me in to a sweet trouble.
