Dear my love,
I can't begin to tell you how many times I've thought about it. How it could've been, how happy we could've made each other, our future. But, because we missed that window, I'm afraid that might never happen. Recently I haven't been able to get you out of my mind, and it hurts me to say that I miss "us". You get me and I get you. We cared so much about each other til it became the only thing we talked about. To hear your name would plant the widest grin on my face and I loved what you did to me; you made me happy. The size of your heart can't compare to the amount of love I will always have for you, and I will continue to wish you nothing but the best. I don't want to imagine a world without you, even if it is only as friends. My heart can't take the pondering question, "What if?" anymore. I don't want to be stuck in the past and I'm sure you've probably moved on by now, but my suppressed feelings keep resurfacing and I can't keep treating myself like this.
I just want you to know, my love, that you will forever hold a special place in my heart and because of you I now know how to speak up for what I want. I don't want to loose another you and it kills me to say this but, I must let you go.
Love Always,
Nichole
