The Fast And The Furious / jb ° jariana

Chapter 7

KELSEY'S POV

Justin licked his lip before speaking, "I missed you honestly." 

I laughed. He continued, "When you got out the car that morning that I dropped you off at your house. I thought I was never going to hear from you again." 

His words seeped from his mouth like he didn't want to admit that he missed me and was scared he'd lost me. He went on, "What made you want to come see me again?"  

I sighed before saying anything. "I don't know. When you were talking about the race. I asked you so much about it because I was planning to see you again. Then my friend Camila found out about the night with you and she told I wasn't going and that made me want to go more honestly." I said giggling. 

Justin stared at me thinking long and hard before saying, "Your friend? Camila? She knows about me and the night we met?" I remembered Justin not wanting me to tell anyone about me and him but in all honesty.. I had to tell someone and that person was Camila. "Well.. sorta. She knows I met you that night. She knows I was with you that night, but she doesn't know how we met." 

Justin cocked a brow, "What has she said about me?" 

"She said that you were dangerous but my dad also called you dangerous before we met."

Justin waited silently for me to continue.

"But I don't think you're dangerous. I think you just got fucked over and you had to do what you had to do to protect yourself."

Justin grew silent until I spoke again. "Justin?" I said, stopping him from the silence. "Yeah." He questioned. 

I continued, "Remember when I asked about your parents?" He looked at me for a couple seconds. 

"Yeah?" He mumbled. He mumbled so quietly that I could barely hear him. 

CAMILA'S POV

I was going to kill Kelsey. She wasn't answering her phone. She was ignoring my texts. I swear I bet she is with Justin and getting into his trouble. That boy defined trouble. She was going to get herself killed. I paced back and forth till I heard the news.

"Another street race was held tonight. No racers are found but Miami Assassins and Miami Ballas were known to be at the race tonight. When the cops fled to the scene, everyone was already disappearing from the race and no sign of leaders Troy Bolton or Justin Bieber."

They then showed their mugshots. I sighed as I laid on the bed. If Kelsey would've been caught at the race. She would be grounded till we went off to college. I needed to get a hold of her to make sure she was okay.

JUSTIN'S POV

I understood that Kelsey wanted to know about my parents and my family but my past was so fucked up that I didn't think I could speak of it. Especially talking about my mother. I slowly decided maybe this would help me get some shit off my chest. "My family is fucked up." I said knowing she would look bad upon my past and my childhood. 

"My dad, he was great with cars. He knew everything you needed to know about cars.I think that's why I love cars so much to this day. As a child, him and my mom would get into deep arguments. She always would have a busted face a day later and or bruises. She would lie and tell me, she ran into something or fell. I not knowing how abusive my father was, believed her. She eventually had Jazzy. Jaxon and I never got along. Even though he is younger than me. He always felt like I tried to out-do him. I would get this beautiful girlfriend and he would run her away. The girls always said they just didn't love me like that. I knew Jaxon had got under their skin because just the day before, we would be kissing and making love. I was also very good in school. I always did my part to do good. I ended up the 5th student in my class to have the highest GPA. I was involved with sports, but Jaxon couldn't stand how much our mom and dad loved me and how proud they were of me. It burned his insides. It all fell apart the 2nd semester of my senior year. My dad walked out on my mom and I had to be there for her. I was out with a-" 

I stopped for the fact I used to be friends with Troy. I wouldn't dare say I was either. I continued.

"Friend. It was actually a group of people. I was enjoying myself. Then I got a phone call from Jazzy. She was crying and trying to tell me something. I left and got back and Jaxon had went ballistic. All his hate for our mom. He finally let her have it, beating the fuck out of her and stabbing her repeatedly. It was like my dad all over again. I was beyond furious. I had to call 911 and get them to carry her out and to the hospital. It was just me and Jazzy. I never heard from my brother Jaxon after that incident. I had no way to make money to support us and I sure as hell wasn't about to become a foster child. I wasn't going to let that happen to Jazzy either. So I had to go down the illegal way. It was the only way to make enough money. I graduated and I got all these college letters, but I couldn't go. It was the worst feeling, reading they want me to come to their school for higher education and I had to rip it up and throw it out. I never got to live out my dream because of my damn family. I wanted to be married, with a nice job and having a nice house with kids. Jaxon did all this to get into a damn gang. I have had confrontations with my brother where I would literally break his face just like he did to our mother. My mom eventually was in pain and the doctor said Jaxon did internal damage and she would stick with the pain. My mom and I had this long talk and we both agreed she would better off going to heaven."

I locked my jaw for the thought of my last conversation with my mom. I held back back my tears and continued once more. 

"That was our last conversation. I told her that I loved her and thanked her for everything she did for me. She told me she loved me and she knew I was always going to be a good man. I knew it would better for her to go off to heaven. She deserved it after all the shit she went through in her life."

Kelsey looked at me with sorrow and sadness, "I'm so sorry."

I shook my head trying to push off talking about it anymore, "It's fine. Maybe you should sleep. I can take you to school in the morning."

I began walking out the door, "If you need to borrow something to sleep in. Just uh....search through my drawers." I continued to walk not looking back at Kelsey. I told her my whole entire past. The only other person who knows that is Dom. I wouldn't dare tell another soul. Not even Jazzy knew all my thoughts and pain.