College Love (A Louis Tomlinson FanFiction AU)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4:

(Emerald POV)

                 I sat there looking at all the photos of me and him. I clicked on one and started to draw us. I couldn't even get past the outline before i burst into tears. The picture i clicked on was us the day before his accedent.

I threw my sketchpad across the room and curled in a ball on my bed. I dont know why i do thid to myself. I got up and went to the bathroom. I dug around in the cabinets looking for my razor but i couldnt find it. "UGHHHHH" i yelled out in fustration. I still had tears streaming down my face.

"Emerald are you okay?" I here Lottie say. Crap i didn't want to wake her up. "Emma?" She said again, her voice all groggy from just waking up. "Yeah... im fine" i said just loud enough where she could hear me. "Are you sure? it's 2am." She said while knocking on the bathroom door. "I said im f-fine." I said but my voice cracked at the end.

"Emma Im your room mate... i want to be your friend.. Please just let me help you." She paused "Your looking for your razor aren't you" I quickly opened the door "How- How do you kow about that?" I asked her. "Emerald i found your razor in the cabinet" She said calmly and a bit disapointed. "what did you do with it!" I yelled at her. "Emerald YOU HAVE A PROBLEM! YOU NEED HELP!" She yelled back.

"Get Out Of My Way" I said while pushing her away from the door and out of my way. She put her hand on my shoulder and pulled me into a hug. At first I resisted but then I couldn't hold in my tears any longer. "Emma will you please tell me what heppened." She asked me. I couldn't think clearly any more, so i agreed.

"He was my boyfriend." I started but paused." Its okay continue, I'm not going to judge you Emma." Lottie said encourging me. I pulled away from her. "We were supposed to go on a date that night." I said again starting to cry.

"He-He went to get m-me something from his sister G-Gemma" I stuttered out. Lottie nodded at me telling me to continue. "I waited and waited.. he never came" I couldn't continue. "I can't I'm sorry" i said running to the door."

 I ran to my car. I got in and just started driving. I kept getting calls from Lottie. I turned my phone off. I needed to be alone. I don't kow how long I had been driving, but next thing I knew I was at Harry's grave once again.

(Ghost Harry POV)

I sat there thinking what can I to help her so she wasn't hurting anymore. I looked up and saw Em running toward me. What is she doing here. Not that im disapointed to see her here but i wasn't expecting her to come until next year. It couldn't be that time already can it! "Harry I wish you were still here" She said falling to her knees and started crying harder. "Babe?" I said even though she couldn't hear me.

She responed like she really heard me though "I just can't do this with out you!" She cried out. "Ems..." i reached out to her. "Harry?" She said looking around. "Im hearing things now... just great." WAIT SHE HEARD ME! "I miss you so much i actually am hearing your voice!" She started wiping her tears away. "Harry... I'm sorry I still push my problems on you" She said standing up and she started pacing.

"What am i even doing" she said to herself. "It's not like you are even here!" She yelled. "But i am" i say to my self. "I want to go with you but i dont know how to! I want to help you move on but i don't think I can.." I said back to her. What am I even doing! She can't hear me im dead. That;'s the probalem. I am DEAD! "I can't do this anymore..." She started.

"You will see me soon Haz, I love you." and with that she left. " I love you to ems!" I shouted to her. She turned around quickly and looked at me then shook her head and muttered something and turned back around. Could she possibly hear me?!

(Emerald POV)

"I love you to ems!" I heard some one shout. It sounded like Harry.  I quickly turned around and thought i saw him. "Stop emerald, he isn't here anymore.." I muttered to myself and quickly left.

I went to my car and turned on my phone. I called Gemma. "*ring* *ring* *ring* Hey you've reached Gemma, I'm sorry I couldn't answer you, Leave a message after the beep and  I will call you back as soon as I can. *BEEP*" It went to voicemail great..

"Hey Gems it emma. I'm back in Holmes Chapel don't bother asking why. Call me back" i said and hung up. Now what should i do.

(LOUIS POV)

"Lou I'm worried about her!" My twin sister said to me. "She is grown she can handle herself Lots" I said back to her. "I know that Louis! But im worried becasue she left right after she started opening up to me." She said fustrated. "Lots she will be back. Just wait a little longer okay?" I said t her. "Fine" she huffed.

"BUT on other news You know the animated cartoons i watch on youtube?" I asked her while making me food. "Yes why?" She said confused. "Well, the person who makes them followed me on twitter AND she DMed me asking about YOU" I said and walked to my cabinet that had my plates in it. "Louis... The person who makes them..is my roommate." She said. "WHAT" i yelled into the phone and dropped my plate. How could she keep this from me!

I've met the person I've obsessed over and I didn't even now it.

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Okay this was supposed to go up tomorrow BUT i decided to be nice and upload it today!! Yaaaaay YOU!!! So this chapter has 1000+ words so i thought that was long enough.... idk is it? And i know im not the best writer so forgive me for not really knowing how to write emotions very well... I LOVE YOU ALL!

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