My Life and My End

Back Home and Staying Forever

I was back in the Hellhole. When I got back I had to pack my bags except what I was going to wear this week because child services are taking me to a foster home. My dad was punching a bag and mom was helping me pack because I can't walk ever again. I don't have many clothes so mom said today we're going shopping and spending the last week together. So for the day, I was wearing a teeshirt and jeans with tennis shoes. My hair was in a ponytail.

We went to breakfast first. I ate 3 entrées.
"I honestly didn't know that you were being starved to death, honey. Your father always said that you weren't hungry. He said that so many times that I just started not making that much food anymore. I'm sorry for all these years. But you are quite the little eater." I had no response because I was speechless. And also because I had four huge bites of pancakes in my mouth. Then we went to where mom and Sara go shopping. I picked out three awesome tee-shirts and four pairs of jeans. I'm usually not into dresses but when we passed the dress store and I saw a purple dress in the window, I was in love with it. But it was too expensive. $250 for a dress. Suddenly, I remembered coaches gift which was $1000 in cash. I asked mom if we could buy it but she only had enough for one more trip to Buckle. So I gave her the $1000. She asked where I got it and I told her it was from Coach. So, we bought the dress and some blue flats. We got a free lunch because my mom's friend works at the restaurant so she paid for it. Then we went to the grocery store and bought me some candy and of course, groceries. Mom took me to Buckle for some shoes and a blouse. Finally, we went home to start dinner. I put on the clothes for a quick fashion show for Mom. I decide that I'm going to keep the new dress on for the entire week. After that was all other, I helped her cook dinner.

When dinner was finished, I called for dinner. For the first time, I was able to sit at the table or more like roll. When dad didn't show up for dinner I went up to his room to get him. Then I saw another woman in the room naked. She wasn't mom because mom was downstairs with my three other siblings. Then I saw dad naked next to her. I saw them kiss and took a picture with my phone. Dad locked eyes with me. I tried to roll down the stairs really fast but ended up falling down and hitting my head. Mom rushed to me. She saw the photo I took of dad and that woman. She took my phone and decided to worry about me for the moment. She took me to the hospital and they gave me a check-up. They told me I was fine and to take it easy for a few hours. So we went home and I went to sleep in Jake's bed. I was scared awake by the screaming of mom and dad. And I knew what it was about. I rolled to their room and saw dad slap mom and then punch her. I rolled as fast as I can to my brother's phone and called the police.
"911, what is your emergency?"
"Hi, my dad is abusing my mom." The operator knew who I was because it was my ex-best friend's mom. So, she sent the police over as fast as she could. When they showed up, so did the child service people. They all ran in and found my dad punching mom. The police tased him so my mom could get me. She picked me up and carried me out of the room.

She laid me on Jake'e bed, then talked to the child services people. They asked if I'm a boy named Blake. So they left and Jake came in and scared me awake. He asked me to scoot over so he could sleep for a while. I woke up the next morning with Jake's arm around me like he is trying to protect me, but I fell back asleep. When I woke up again, it was noon. Mom was at work so today I spent it with my siblings. Jake was waiting for me in the backyard. So I got my clothes on with the help of Sara. She helps me down the stairs, also. Then I roll outside and he starts to walk while I rolled. Ten minutes later my arms are tired so he pushes the chair for me. We end up walking to the willow tree. The 'willow tree' was weeping. But when I touched her, she stood tall and had flowers. Then Sara and Cole came. Sara had a blanket and Cole had a picnic basket. So we had a picnic under the willow tree. They apologized for throwing rocks at me the day my right leg bone broke. And that they were complete jerks to me. We played football because they didn't want to make me feel bad by playing basketball. Sara and Cole were on the same team. Jake and I were on the same team. I was the one to always throw the ball and he always got touchdowns. When mom was home, she saw us playing. I know because I saw her looking through the window. When dinner was ready, we all ate and then went to bed. A college boy was harassing my sister the next day, so I told him to back off. But he didn't listen. So I pulled up some vines and grabbed his legs and threw him I think to China. And the day came for the results of the child services test. And it turns out I get to stay with my mom and three siblings under one condition. My dad can never come near us again. We all agreed on that. To never let my father near us again. And they said especially me.

One day Cristella and I were going for a walk and we saw Alex. I tried to go the other way but Cristella went towards him so I had to as well. When he saw me he gave me a hug and then he kissed me on the cheek. Then we started talking. After Macie walked passed us several times, we stopped talking. Then, like usual, she grabbed Alex and pulled him away. But this time he told her no.
"No, Macie. This time you're not getting me away from my mate. I've had it with your little crush on me. Cristal is my mate and you can't change that. So just go away." He told her. Then, when Macie replied she was crying.
"Why do you want someone ugly instead of someone pretty? I know you the best and you chose a girl that tried to commit suicide and that is now like a crippled old woman! What is wrong with you Alex? When you realize you're wrong, you know where I live." I grabbed her arm and turned her around then I slapped her as hard as I can and that's really hard. She ran away crying. Alex pushed me back home and we finally got to be together for more than an hour. When he left, mom called for dinner. The next day, I go back to school. I told mom and my three older siblings about my walk and they were so proud of me. So mom made her special cherry pie.

When I went back to school, everything that had happened started all over again. But every time I was bullied. my siblings would come and tell them to go 'f*** off'. On time, Macie pushed me off my wheelchair and threw it in the dumpster before she started kicking me. Sara came and pushed her against the dumpster while Jake picked me up and carried me to the nurse's office. Just so you know, we are one of the strongest families. Cole tried to find Alex. When we go to the nurse's office, Jake sat me down and she put an ice pack on my head. The principal wrote him and Sara hall passes for until I get a new wheelchair. He had to carry me to all of my classes. Sara carried my school supplies. When Alex scared Jake with me in his arms, Jake accidentally dropped me but Alex caught me. Jake almost bitch slapped him. But thank god he didn't or I would be on the floor right now.