Responsibility
My eyes started to water as I felt my heart squeezing it's own painfully. The pain that he planted continue to grow as I felt his tongue swirling with mine and accidentally I've bitten mine.
"Iiwan mo na ko." I painfully cried as my consciousness risen
He patted my back and embraced me tightly "Shhh. No. I won't. I'll stay."
I punched his chest repeatedly as I cry. He planted small kisses in my closed eyes trying to calm me up
"Don't...ever leave me." I said while stopping my sobs as I cried myself to sleep while enveloping me in his arms.
A loud bang woke me up as I heard familiar voices in the room.
Naramdaman ko ang pag galaw ng katabi ko sanhi ng pagbangon ko
"Shit! It's 3:40am. Malelate ako sa flight ko." He said
J-jace?! I screamed inside my head
Nang tumayo siya agad din ako napatayo at sumunod sa kanya. Naguguluhan parin sa nangyayari. As far as I know, I'm with Neo..
Unconsciously I followed him to the comfort room.
Gulat siyang napatingin sakin giving me un puzzled stares.
Nabigla ako ng bigla niya kong yakapin ng mahigpit at agad na sinarado ang pinto
"I need to go.. I'm sorry" He said sadly
Tumahimik ako while he continue to envelop me with his tight hugs. Naguguluhan ako sa sinasabi niya at hindi agad makapag react ng tuluyan.
"Ihahatid na kita" I said after clearing my throat
He started at me blankly trying to read my thoughts.
I walked with him outside at hangga't maari ay wala akong binibitawang salita. Still getting over with the thoughts entering my stupid mind.
Tahimik kaming naglakad palabas ng bahay at nag antay ng masasakyan niya. He tried holding my hand. Mahina akong napatikhim kontra sa bigla niyang ginawa. I looked around my surroundings checking if there's someone who can see us.
" Hindi kita iiwan. Babalikan kita. Intindihin mo lang to. May trabaho ako.. I'll get back to you" He said and immediately hugged me
Kakawala sana ako ng yakap niya ng may biglang dumating na tricycle. Agad ko tong binitawan at iginiya siyang sumakay na. Tinanguan ko siya bilang pag paalam and mouthed him ingat as a respect.
Nang nakaalis na ay agad akong napasara ng pinto at napasandal, holding my breath.
"What the fuck had just happened!" I told myself
Napapukpok ako sa aking ulo sa nangyari. God! Ano ba tong ginawa ko! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Shit! Minsan talaga may pagka tanga ko. Damn! Why did I stupidly thought that it's Neo! Damn him! I'm still blaming myself habang paakyat ako ng kwarto. Naabutan kong nakahilata na ang aking mga kaibigan. So the party is over and it's time to sleep?
Umilaw ang aking cellphone tanda na may nagiwan ng mensahe
I won't leave you. I promise.
seen 3:55am
I typed my message and sent it immediately to him
You stole my first kiss.
seen 3:56am
Shh. You're my responsibility.
seen 3:56am
Where are you?
