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Emily's POV
''Damian please stop.'' The tears start and I start panicking. His hands go all over my body. Maybe if we did it in a loving way I would have been okay with it but not this way.
''If you stop struggling it won't hurt as much. I have needs.'' He has needs?! I don't care about his needs. If he truelly loves me he wouldn't do this.
''Damian please! If you love me then don't do this.'' He removes my shirt from my chest and his hands go under my back. He makes my bra lose and takes it of. ''Damian listen to me!''
''No I don't have to listen to you!'' I feel his fist connect with my face and I feel warm liquid coming out my nose. '' You are a girl and I am going to make you a woman. I am the man here so I don't have to obey you. You have to obey me.''
''I don't have to obey you! I have rights too.'' I hear him take of his pants and probably his shirt to. He climbs on the bed again and his hand travels down.
''If you don't get wet it will only hurt more.'' Damian says while touching me down there. ''Well your choice, I can't wait anymore. I am totally ready to fuck you and make a family.'' I feel him getting closser. He tries to spread my legs. I kick my leg out and I hit him in the face. ''You bitch!'' In an instence he takes my left feet and twists it and I hear something snap and a intense pain shoots through my leg. ''Don't to something like that ever again!'' He spreads my legs and I feel another horrible pain. He is inside me. I start to scream but he covers my mouth with his hand.
''Oh honey you're so tight. I love it. I love you.'' He kisses my forehead. There is no love right now. He can say his sweetest words but this is not making love. This is forcing me to have sex.
After a time that felt like hours he quickens his movements and his breating. I feel liquid shooting inside me. Damian stops and stays still inside me.
''I loved it honey.'' He says with a sweet voice. He removes my blindfold and releases my hands. He has a sweet smile on his face. ''Now you have to stay still or else my gift to you will come out of you. We don't want that.'' He pecks me a kiss on my lips and slowly gets out of me. It hurts so much. I see his 'junior' being all bloody. ''Don't worry it's normal for the first time. The next times it won't happen.'' Or it is normal after you forced yourself on someone. I try to sit up. ''NO honey I told you not to move. I would like you to get pregnant soon. So lay down and put your legs in the air and your hips up.''
''Damian I don't want to get pregnant.'' It is just like he didn't hear me or even wanted to hear me. He grabs a couple pillows and stacks them on each other on the bed.
''Get your beautiful tiny ass on top of here, please.'' He says and I just shake my head. He gently grabs my hand and slowly drags me towards him.
''Damian stop it. I don't want to get pregnant and I can't get pregnant.'' Shit wrong thing to say.
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Why Me
General FictionEmily Weaver is a young police officer. Her messy life isn't something she can escape from easy. With a demanding boyfriend in her house, she feels the need to hide the fact from everyone around her. Maybe an undercover mission can change everything...