4:12pm
she came across the room very still yet very elegant, her eyes were mesmerizing and caught my body beaming. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. it's like I couldn't help myself, some resistance, an urge. something was holding me back. we made little conversation before she went on her way, I never saw her after that.
I gently took her hand and said "hello, you look absolutely lovely." as I held her hand I could feel her heart through it, it was beating faster than mine. "thank you, Michael." she said so beautifully. I wondered how she knew my name, then again I was everywhere. she cut me off mid sentence. "was there a specific reason you wanted to talk to me?" I smirked. "even if there wasn't, I still have to be seen next to a beautiful angel. It's not everyday you see them. I had to catch the full glimpse if you don't mind" I got shy and started chuckling at my own line.
she couldn't stop blushing.
"W-well uh thank you sir. it was very nice meeting you too." I kissed her hand and we went our separate ways. I miss her this evening. I could describe her if you'd like. firstly, she was around 5'6? dark brown medium-long hair very gorgeous. dimples for days, very slim, great posture, mocha skin color. she was indescribable. I tried and so did god when he made her because my gosh. she's everything and more. I need her. I don't even know her name! I heard she acts, sings, dances, all of this starting at a very young age? like me? you would think we were soulmates. I'm not afraid to say she's my soulmate or at least something like it. did you see how fast her heart was beating? wow, there's definitely some connections between us.
8:22pm
I jump into my bed where it's nice and warm. no tv for the night, just sleep. I could use all the sleep I can get. I have two interviews in the early morning, a few concerts and a meeting with my manager. who knows what else. I'm busy as hell. oh and by the way, this all starts at 9:30 tomorrow. I'll be positive about it though.