Child Of The Storm

Storm

Just like before the storm.
You must be calm
Just like before the storm.
You must look happy
When will I be just like the storm?
You can't.
The storm is inside you.
But be wise my child.
Don't let it out.
You hurt yourself like this.
But others are safe too.
It may be eating you.
It may be damaging you.
It may be scratching your soul.
It may be killing you
But it's not important.
As long as they are fine.
They always pass before you.
You watch them show their wind.
But don't let that tempt you into showing your storm.
Why?
Why should I face their bullshit?
Why can't they see my "storm"?!
Because they won't understand.
They pretend they do.
They also pretend to care.
But it's always them before you.
Why should I make them pass before me then?
Because you're not them.
You're not selfish.
You're being foolish
To avoid being carless.
Stupidly smart, is what you are.
Smart for faking it too well.
Stupid for wearing the mask of a sheep in the middle of wolves.
When will I be just like after the storm?
When the person who can take your beast appear.
When someone who knows that a storm can only mean a rainbow afterwards.
And who are they?
Everyone around you, even the ones that are dearest to you :)