my dearest kazuya || miyuki kazuya

sei

my dearest Kazuya,

Shirasu knows about my crush on you. and he actually confessed to me. me! i didn't know anyone could like me like that, especially after you made it clear you didn't. but he told me he liked me and he asked me out.

i refused. and i know what you would say if i told you in real life, not through a letter. "why did you say no?!" well, i said no because he's not you. he isn't you and it would be unfair on him if i dated him while i'm in love with you. he asked why i said no, and he just knew it was because of you. he had saw the way i look at you, and he knew i loved you.

Shirasu, if you ever see this, i'm sorry. you're a good guy and all, but i just don't love you. i'm so sorry.

and Kazuya, you're probably going to be upset about me saying no, because you want me to find someone who loves me. you said that as a friend, and that kills me.

but i can't date anyone if they aren't you.

sincerely,
a heartbroken girl who still loves you, and turned down a good guy because of it