Do you know that feeling like your sinking to the bottom of the ocean? Like everything's fine for once, no problems, nothing is happening in your life that makes you want to end it. I always figured that if I killed myself it would be by drowning, I always heard it's peaceful. When you first start to drown it's rough, it's like holding your breathe, how little kids do when they're in a tantrum. Then when you finally breathe in... it's painless, peaceful, basically like your falling asleep. One that you'll never wake up from...one that ends all your problems, one that's takes the pain away from you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"Mia! MIA!?"
"What?!"
"Are you okay? Do you need to go home?"
"No I-I'm fine." I said
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure, Ava."
I put my head back down. 10 minutes left of class.
God I can't wait to get out of this hell hole. I was just finishing up the pop quiz.I kept thinking about Jack. He kept popping up in my head for some reason?56 Minutes Later...
God what's wrong with me! Jack messed me up!
"Okay class!! Times up! Writing utensils down! When the bell rings, get your things and go, and drop off your tests at the front desk."Shit!
RIIIINNNNGGGGOk ok don't panic it's only a test, it's only 60% of your grade, you won't fail History at all...
I walked up to the desk, put my paper in the pile. I looked up and saw Mr.Maroon's eye staring dead at me. I rushed quickly towards the door.
"I look forward to seeing your test Ms.Waltz."
"Ummm, yeah, you too?" I didn't think and just ran for the school exit.
Wait...what!?? Did I just say "you too?" Wtf !!!"Yup, I'm failing for sure..."
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