I've tried hating you. Seeing you with other people, shoulders touching. I knew I'd hold on to this feeling. So I try holding onto a different feeling instead.
you're not the kind of person to reach out. i realized that. if you feel shut out, you shut others out. i try my hardest to help you and make you feel special. but when its me i have to move on. Life sucks. get used to it.
you're such a shitty friend. I hate you. I want to hate you. But i love you so much I hate myself instead
