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I almost get to go home. To you and her.
I tried to enjoy myself, the guys would tell me I should it's my last days of freedom. It was a joke that backfired because I started thinking of you guys and got all mopey and sad. I'm afraid I won't be able to give you everything the other normal guys in my position could.
And I could just stare at the funky picture of you all day stuck in my thoughts. I could say I'm happy, but I'm still scared because I don't know what exactly is ahead. I'm not normal, we're not normal. We're special people who people watch day in and day out. They admire everything we do, it puts a lot of pressure.
I'm also scared reading about what they have to say about my Jennie. They're job depends on ours with us being idols. They're getting onto us, they have pictures. They're frustrated being so left out in the dark due to our silence. It only made me want to get home even sooner.
It's only a matter of time until we spread some light.
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