have you ever tried so hard to fight for something or someone but knowing deep down that they won't stay no matter how hard you try?
you just can't bare the thought of letting that one thing go because than you'll feel lost for a couple of days, weeks or if you get unlucky a month and you don't want to feel that pain?
you don't want to fill the void of that thing being there so of course you'll try to hold onto them like your life depended on it but in the end it comes crashing all down and you realize you wasted so much time.
i for fact, hate that feeling with true passion but no matter what i can't escape it. it's like it holds me hostage with the tiniest things.
the one thing that makes me question everything that occurs in my life is anxiety and it continues to make me worry and i pray and pray for my anxiety to be wrong about that one thing but then you get the crushing feeling of disappointment.
at the time, i thought nothing of it and was fooled by my own mind. the question you'll be seeing a lot is will I make it through this but of course you'll have to see for yourself so i won't spoil anything for you.
one thing— ill start by saying that you are on a ridiculous ride to discovering the disappointment and shockers that is my life.
or better wording;
the life of venus onaway
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WARNING
this story deals with a lot of mature subject matters and topics that may be triggering to some readers.
please that that into consideration before reading. this whole story focuses on serious matters so i am not putting disclaimers at the beginning of chapters. remember that.
by reading this you are subjecting to hearing/reading about all forms of abuse, self harm (different types as well), near death and death related situations and or topics, depression, suicidal thoughts, and triggering flashbacks. if any of those topics are triggering to you it's okay to not read it.
those are the warnings so keep that in mind. if you do decide to read on, im glad and i appreciate it, if not— that's absolutely fine.
with all that aside, i hope you enjoy the book.
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