Preface

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Preface:

Harry's POV

I slowly walked into her room. The beeping of the monitors was the only thing that I was capable to hear. I sat down by her bed and held her hand.

"I just still can't believe it. We both came from two different worlds. Was it faith that brought us together? Why did I have to fall in love with you. It would of saved me so much pain and heartache. There were plenty of people in this crazy world. But it brought me to you. I just hate the way you looked at yourself. The way you felt, so insecure. When the truth was you were the most beautiful person, inside and out. You were the type of girl that can be so hurt but still look at someone and smile. Always the one to brighten someone's day, when you couldn't brighten your's. I still love you after everything that has happened."

The door slowly opened,

"Mr. Styles." A nurse called over to me.

"Officer Romero is ready to see you" she gave me a warm smile. I nodded at her and explained I needed a few more minutes as she left me in the room.

I looked back at my loves lifeless body. I stroked my fingers through her hair and smiled.

"Now looking back at everything I don't regret a single thing. You battled through so much in your life. Those days when you wished you were a bird. So you can fly far, far away from here. To a place with no worries no stress just care free living. You were the most strongest willed person i'v ever met. But sometimes the person who seems the strongest is actually breaking down in the inside. Just wanting to cry and let all the worries disappear. I'll always be that shoulder you can cry on. I'll be that person you run away too and confess everything, no matter how hard it is. You just wanted to break down in tears at times. You wanted to ignore the world and get away from it. When it only seemed it was just us together, forever."

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"I loved her. She didn't love me."

Afterwards, that was how I explained it to them. Again and again to every investigator, until all the questioning drove me to the breaking point.

When I was first told about this, I didn't care about anything.

My mind was in shock and my heart was slowly breaking into more pieces than it was earlier that night. How many mistakes would I have to make before I would lose her forever. I almost found out tonight.

I wasn't thinking about any of that. All that filled my head was her. She being in danger and me not being there to help her.

"It was finally the day I was going to pop the question." I explained. "Valentine's Day"

The guy with the notepad nodded and started to write. I covered my face from the bright lamp.

"Wait, can you back the story up. How did you two meet?"

The investigator scratched his head with his pen.

"College. When I first saw her I instantly fell for her-"

The investigator stopped me

"Love at first sight?" I smiled.

"Anyways, We hit it off as best friends. She told me everything, I was pretty much her open diary. She trusted me with her secrets..." I trailed off.

"She trusted me. That's what made it worst. That's what made everything fall apart. She trusted me with her life! I just blew it, I could've helped her. I could've stopped her from hurting. She warned me, but I couldn't- I wouldn't stop loving her. It was me I was the cause of her being in that room right now, depending on a machine for her life!" I confessed

"Please calm down." The Investigator calmly said. After a moment I took a deep breath and did what I was told.

"You said you were going to ask her to marry you? Am I right?" I nodded.

"Earlier, you explained," He looked down at his notepad and started reading off from it. "I loved her. She didn't love me."

He looked up at me. "If you knew she didn't love you, why ask her? If you truly love her you wouldn't want her to marry well, you." My hands closed and formed fists.

"I did love her and she did love me, at first." I said through closed teeth.

"Then what happened?"

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