I miss you

Beginning

I remember that day usually like it was exciting Id finally found love to be honest her name was kayla.
Day before life was great she always made me smiles when I was down, pick me up when I felt less of myself, also her smile brighten my day up we use to do alot more than just friends we were meant to be honest though I suffer from bipolar and severe depression for things were alright maybe who knows.
I'd always tell her I love her every night morning and afternoon I get to sleep on the phone with her all night long that was the best to be honest present time I still miss her I had nightmare every night when it happen trust me I still do now let get back on page shall we?  Kayla was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen maybe who knows she might read this because she was my angel, my everything, my inspiration, but my my friend, girl I love the most was her but I cry night after night wishing I could have been like her not being depress or bipolar but I'm fighting  it for her only maybe that what god wanted me to do for her was fight for her.
Still maybe I prayed for her to come back because it wasn't her fault it was mine let me tell you the story how it started.
Because one of my friend told me about this app so I tried it she messaged me saying hi.
I was scared tho because all my relationship were horrible to me because how they treated me  I gave her my number like what was I doing and thinking but that all changed after all.