a kiss on the wrist

Chapter 3~ the birthday boy and a virgin

After eating kassie was very hesitant about leaving me alone, as she had good reason too. I wish she didn't have a reason to be worried though, i wish i could stop, i really do. She had to leave because she was in trouble for god knows what, but I could tell it wasn't good. As I said good bye, and good luck, i enveloped her in one more hug. It felt good to have someone care about me as much as she did. She was more than my bestfriend, she was like my sister but even more than that, it's hard to explain. I watched and waved to her as she sped out of my drive way like she always does. I chuckled to myself as she did this remembering the time she ran over my neighbors trash can . Walking back inside i closed and locked the door. I went upstairs to examine the damage of my new cuts. After cleaning them up, i took a look in the mirror lifting up my shirt. I observed my tummy and ran my hand over it. I wasn't pleased with my appearance. Everyone always told me i was fat, i never considered myself fat, but after hearing it almost everyday, i started to believe it. I mad my way to the toilet and knelt down on my knees. Leaning over it, i did what i hadn't done in a while. I made myself throw up. After I was done doing this, i felt somewhat satisfied. I cleaned myself up and went into my room to check my phone. I had a few messages from kassie

*hey I'm not in that much trouble, and i was wondering if you wanted to come with me tonight to some birthday party i was invited to?*

I was debating whether or not i wanted to go or not. Maybe i should get out of the house for a while,

*ok kassie sure that'd be great um what time do i need to be ready by?"

*it starts at 8 I'll pick you up at 7 though c ya then!*

I put my phone up and looked at the time, it was 5:45 and i decided to start getting ready. I decided to wear some skinny jeans with a black shirt and my converse. I applied some mascara and brushed out my straight blonde hair, i didn't really need to dress up, i mean i was only going to a birthday party, And i didn't even know whose party it was so. After I had finished with getting ready and making sure my cuts were well hidden, kassie had arrived and honked her horn signaling that she was here.

I quickly ran downstairs and locked up the house before getting into her car

"Kassie whose birthday party is it?"

"Um his name is niall horan, you remember him?" She asked me
"Uh no not really,should i?"
"Well his parents are my parents best friends,so we hang out a lot" she replied as we stopped at a red light.

I turned on the radio and listened as problem by Ariana grande played. I sang along with kassie as she turned it up on full blast. When we arrived at the big house where the party must have been going she parked her car and we got out. There were red cups everywhere and drunk teenagers to go along with them. I walked behind kassie and followed her inside. As soon as we stepped inside we were handed drinks. I looked down into the cup and noticed that mine was beer,i took a little sip and scrunched my nose in disgust. It tasted horrible. I set the cup down on the table and followed kassie to the living room. She was giving people hugs and saying hi to everyone when i noticed him, he was sitting on the couch with some people who i assumed to be his friends. I stared at him for a few seconds but quickly looked away when he looked up at kassie and i. Kassie bent down to give him a hug and wish him a happy birthday. "So niall are your parents planning anything for your birthday?" Kassie asked as he got up and stood with her hugging her properly. "Um no they are out doing god knows what, i think they said something about Vegas." He told her in a thick Irish accent as he took a look at me. "Um niall this is my best friend robin !" Kassie said smiling at me. He nodded and smirked at me before holding out his hand. "I'm niall" i shook his hand and smiled at him, he had blonde hair with streaks of brown mixed in , he had a piercing on his bottom lip and a few tattoos here and there, he was also wearing a green SnapBack with a white shirt and black skinny jeans.