the school shooters plus one

part 1

My name is jack and I was always thought the guys at my school were mean and ugly. One day a Wednesday this one guy got escorted into the room by the band teacher he looked like a fun crazy kid. so I said hi do u want to sit with my friends and I to try and see what he likes. He said his name was John and he was str8 I was hoping to get my first boyfriend. Two days later he was dating my friend christal I started to lose hope in love. I told him how I felt he said "maybe one day" but I said in my mind "I want u now" I fill like I want to kill myself without him he seen the cuts on my arm but still doesn't know its because of him. If he knew maybe he would date me or will he try to run I want to tell him but I'm scared. I wonder if he really meant it when he said "maybe one day". It was spring break I'm scared having panic attacks at night while my family is asleep. I'm scared if they know the will try and send me to conversion therapy. I went to school and it was time for lunch he tryed to toy with my emotions and said that he wanted to date me I said sure then the most messed up thing happens he said JK. I got so mad I went to the bathroom to cry. He came in, crawled under the stall, and kissed me omg I loved it. In my mind I thought oh no what about christal now they truly broke up after he told her what happened she told him "I want u to love jack" he and I now together the world is completed.