taehyung ff : thoughts of you🖇♡

Chapter 1 ♡

my POV
All I could do is just stare . stare the board of the class and not say anything, I just froze there while all I heard was the whispers of other boys and the giggles of the girls that look at me with such disgrace but the main sound I heard was my heart racing and the feeling of just shy .

a student screamed
" get on grandma, we don't have all day"

that's when I just stuttered a bit
" i-i am sor-"
" im what ? Can you even talk? do you know English?"

after that students reply everyone just burst out loud calling me names and making faces I felt my heart drop again I just want ran of the room and straight to the restroom.

his POV

" can you all just shut up ? can't you see what she goes through you made the girl just worse with your damn remarks ! You know she has a mental illness god she's a human not some play toy ." I yelled at them

" sorry taehyung we were just playing with her take a joke . "

" that is not way to play with someone that already struggles within their self and household."

I just got up and went to find her , i know how she is and I bet that she's crying now .

your POV

I just cried and cried in the stall buy after few minutes I got myself together washed my face and went out but im not going back to class im heading straight to my house away from this hell

as soon as I went out I saw someone just standing there with his signature box smile

" taetae!"

" hi cupcake"

" can you cover for me ? And say that i went home sick ?"

" I will , have you eaten anything? don't lie to me ."

" I-"
And that is when my stomach growled .

" what were you going to say cupcake ?"

" I have not .."

" y/n! I told you don't starve yourself , you do not need to fit in beauty standards you are beautiful just the way you are :( "

By those words my heart just fluttered and the sparks were just in my soul , what was this feeling ? I thought to myself

" tae quit , please dont say things that you do not mean . im going home and thats final ill eat later"

I turned around and was about to head out but he suddenly just got the urge to grab my wrist and pull me into his embrace

" please take care . I love you and care for you . I know you deny it but do you not ever think of how I feel about you ?"

he let go and walked away while I was standing in in confusion and sadness. I do not want to love anyone I do not believe in this love , because all I know is that if you fall for one there is pros and cons and I will not get hurt just as my mother did . maybe it is just best to stay to myself . I went out of my thoughts and headed out the door on my way to my house but while walking I felt just anger in me from the past that I just want to erase my memories and just hit something.