do i matter to you? if i just stopped talking to you, would you care? would you worry? does anyone even worry about me? do people even care? if i was feeling self destructive, would you stop me? would you even help me? i'd do anything for you. but would you do the same for me? if you knew all the shit going through my head, would you leave because you can't handle? am i just too much for you? do i only get the tiny pieces of you while you give everyone else the whole you? are you there for me? or do i have to scratch and push my way to you?
you just don't need me. you don't go out of your way for me. i'm just there like a speck of dust.
