Infracto Animo

Rainy Night

Threw my things somewhere,

Skipped dinner to lay In bed.

Admiring the cold weather

As thoughts swirled inside my head

Things that happened throught the day,

Like a broken vinyl disc repeated

Emotions of sorts

Again, I felt

Pitapat pitapat

As raindrops fall on the rooftop

somehow my teardrops fall too.

As the thunder claps and lightining strikes,

I screamed,

 knowing no one will hear the anguish it rings.

After the moment of openness,

Scrunched face turned blank.

I felt numb

It's not that I'm depressed or anything.

I laugh and do things,

But when night comes I forget how to feel.