Oli and i broke up about 3 weeks ago. I'm still in contact with his friends. They say he's doing horrible. they claim it's because he's missing his other half, but i don't think so.
"Have any of you told him i still sleep with his sweater?" i randomly text the group chat one day
"Nope" Joe replies
"No but i can" Josh says
"I'll literally murder you Joshua" i say
"No one has told him anything" Caspar says
"Good"
I shut my phone off and go to the kitchen. i hear it go off and think it's the group chat. the name reads:
Oliver💔💔
"Hey can you meet me at the river near your soon? I have a lunch packed. i feel like we need to talk about that night."
"Sure. I'll be ready in 10"
"great. see ya then"
"yep see ya"
I go up to my room and cry while get ready. i haven't seen him since i kicked him out of my apartment that rainy Tuesday night.
I just throw on jeans and a sweatshirt. It's chilly and i'm not trying to impress him. we were together for almost 5 years, that Thursday would've been our anniversary.
I grab my keys and slide on my shoes and walk out the door.
It takes only 10 minutes to get to the river bank. i see him sitting at our table. it's the one closest to the river.
"Oh hey y/n!" he says
"hi Oliver" i say, holding back tears"
"Can.. can we talk about this?" he asks, grabbing my hand from across the table
"sure" i say
"That night. It was the worst for me. I shouldn't have said the things i said."
FLASHBACK:
"Oh my god y/n i'm trying to watch a movie can you stop bitching at me!"
"I'm so sorry i haven't seen you in almost a month and i want to talk to you"
"Well fucking stop!"
"I'm sick and tired of you picking the guys over me!"
It's silent
"Do you love me anymore?"
"no. no i don't"
"Then leave"
"y/n"
"OLIVER WHITE GET OUT OF MY HOUSE"
"i'll be back for my stuff later"
he walks out. I walk to my balcony and see him crying while waiting on Joe i'm assuming.
i slide down the wall and put my head in my hands. i cry too
END OF FLASHBACK.
"I miss you so much Y/n. It's like i'm waking up to only half a blue sky, it's kinda there but not quite. I'm half a heart without you. i'm half a man at best, with half an arrow in my chest. i miss you"
"I miss you too... but i can't forget what you told me"
"Y/n. i love you. i was grumpy that night and i shouldn't have taken it out on you"
"I still love you Oli, but i don't think we should-"
"i get it. i totally get it"
"i was gonna say move back in together." i say
"oh really?"
"yes. im willing to try this again" i say
"I am too"
"I've missed you"
"i missed you too"
Then, it starts raining.
"May i have this dance?"
"you may"
We start dancing like idiots, but i don't care, i have the love of my life back.
