Never thought this would happen. Constantly thinking of you even after I confessed my feeling. I thought that by doing that I would surely get over you... but here I am.
I wonder if you notice but I highly doubt it. The cards almost made me confess again, but its not going to happen. The stars scream to me to say, but its not going to happen.
You made it clear, I made it clear. And after a while I lied to you, I lied to myself. I said I didnt feel for you anymore. And even more sad, I believed it for a while. But I see you, and youre everything I wish for in a person. I feel so comfortable with you, I constantly make a fool of myself.
The cards... again... Two of cups. But my brothers anouncent make me think they spoke of him not us.
Your shoulder brushing against mine makes me want to lay my head on it. But why would I disturb you?
When Im next to you I feel like I have no flaws. We can speak for hours... theres no clock. But once Im home I feel ridiculous. Why would you ever like someone like me? Im not enough for you.
I think back at what I said... stupid me... stupid me...
The cards... again... two of cups...
The stars... again... screaming for me to spill my guts...
But you... deserve... better than what I am made of...
My unconditional love will never be enough...
